GOD WAS, IS AND IS TO COME. GOD IS ETERNAL. GOD IS MOST PURE SPIRIT. GOD IS MOST PURE LIGHT. GOD IS LOVE. GOD IS ONE ACT. GOD, THE FATHER LOOKED INSIDE HIMSELF AND LOVED HIMSELF AND IN THIS LOVE HE GENERATED HIS SON, THE WORD AND THE WORD LOVED HIMSELF AND HIS FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT PROCEEDED FROM THIS LOVE BETWEEN THE FATHER AND THE SON. THIS GENERATION AND THE PROCEEDING IS CONTINUOUS AND IS ALWAYS IN ACT. THE FATHER IS THE FIRE, THE SON IS THE FLAME/LIGHT AND THE HOLY SPIRIT IS THE HEAT. THE POWER IS THE FATHER, THE NEWS IS THE WORD AND THE LOVE IS THE HOLY SPIRIT. THE LOVE WITHIN GOD WAS SO FULL THAT IT WAS OVER FLOWING AND GOD WANTED TO GIVE THIS LOVE AND TO BE LOVED IN RETURN. GOD IS ORDER AND HARMONY, SO IF GOD FORMED A CREATURE, WHERE WAS HE TO PLACE THIS CREATURE AND WHERE WAS HE TO WALK AND WHAT WAS HE TO SEE AND WHAT WAS HE TO EAT? SO, GOD SPOKE HIS FIAT(1) AND CREATED THE EARTH, STARS, SKY, SEA AND THE LAND AND THE ANIMALS, BIRDS AND ALL THERE WAS TO EAT. WITHOUT ANYONE PRESENT OR ASKING TO BE CREATED, GOD SPOKE ANOTHER FIAT AND MAN WAS CREATED, HIS FIRST CHILD, HIS FIRST SON, HIS FIRST STATUE AND HE FORMED HIM IN A STATE OF ECSTASY IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN. GOD POURED FORTH LOVE IN EACH PARTICLE OF HIS BONES, IN EACH DROP OF HIS BLOOD, IN EACH FIBER OF HIS HEART, IN HIS VOICE, EYES, EARS AND IN ALL HIS BEING. GOD GAVE HIS FIRST SON, ADAM, THE MOST INTIMATE PART OF HIS BEING, A HUMAN WILL, WHERE ADAM COULD BE FREE TO CHOOSE, TO THINK AND LOVE ON HIS OWN. GOD INSTILLED IN ADAM, HIS SOUL, THE MOST NOBLE PART OF HIS BEING. THEN GOD GAVE ADAM HIS OWN DIVINE WILL, SO THAT THE DIVINE COULD REIGN AND BE A PART OF ADAM SO THAT HE COULD REALLY BE CALLED GOD’S SON. THEN GOD BREATHED IN HIM AND GAVE HIM LIFE, A DIVINE LIFE. GOD STOOD BEFORE ADAM AND WHEN ADAM REALIZED HE HAD BEEN FORMED, HE SPOKE. ADAM TOLD GOD, ‘MY GOD, MY FATHER, THE AUTHOR OF THIS LIFE OF MINE, I LOVE YOU’. THE HAPPINESS OF GOD TO HEAR HIS SON SAY, ‘I LOVE YOU’ WAS MOST PLEASING AND OF A GREAT JOY TO GOD. ADAM SAW GOD AND THEY HUGGED EACH OTHER. GOD CAME TO ADAM, TO WALK WITH HIM IN THE GARDEN AND WHEN ADAM CALLED, GOD CAME TO HIM. ADAM WAS HAPPY AND HAD DOMINION OVER HIMSELF AND OVER ALL CREATED THINGS. ALL OF ADAM’S ACTS WERE DONE IN THE WILL OF GOD. ADAM HAD THE SCIENCE OF ASTRONOMY, MEDICINE, MUSIC, SINGING, WRITING, THE SPECIES OF PLANTS, HERBS AND ANIMALS. HE WAS TO GROW IN THE IMAGE AND RESEMBLANCE OF GOD. GOD SAW THAT ADAM NEEDED A COMPANION SO THEY COULD LOVE THEIR CREATOR TOGETHER AND THE SUCCEEDING GENERATIONS WOULD COME FROM THEM IN THE WILL OF GOD. SO GOD CREATED EVE AS HIS COMPANION AND SHE LIVED IN THE UNITY OF THE DIVINE WILL. GOD WANTED TO TEST ADAM TO SEE IF HE WOULD SACRIFICE HIS WILL TO GOD’S WILL, TO DETERMINE IF GOD COULD TRUST HIM. THE TEST WAS MOST SIMPLE AND IF ADAM HAD PASSED THE TEST, THEN ALL THE SUCCEEDING GENERATIONS WOULD BE BORN OF ADAM IN GOD’S HOLY DIVINE WILL. HOWEVER, ADAM WAS NOT FAITHFUL AND GOD’S DIVINE WILL WITHDREW FROM ADAM LEAVING ADAM TO LIVE OF HIS HUMAN WILL ONLY. GOD LEFT ONLY THAT PORTION OF HIS DIVINE WILL TO SUSTAIN ADAM’S LIFE. ADAM IMMEDIATELY FELT THE RIFT AND THE DEVASTATION OF THE WITHDRAWAL. ADAM BECAME FEARFUL AND BEGAN TO LOSE HIS DIVINE HEARING, SEEING, WALKING, SPEAKING AS THESE WERE NOW DONE IN ADAM’S HUMAN WILL ONLY. ADAM LOST THE DOMINION OVER HIMSELF AND OVER ALL CREATED THINGS. THE GENERATIONS BEGAN TO DETERIORATE AND SLIDE INTO EVIL BECAUSE WITHOUT THE DIVINE WILL REIGNING IN A CREATURE, THE HUMAN WILL TENDS TOWARDS EVIL IN IT’S ACTS. THERE WAS NO NEED OF LAWS BECAUSE THE DIVINE WILL IS THE LAW OF LOVE AND THIS LAW WAS ALL THAT WAS NEEDED IN A CREATURE. SIN HAD BECOME SO PREVELANT AND MAN BECAME SO PERVERSE AND DEGENERATE THAT GOD HAD TO INTERVENE TO CLEANSE THE WORLD, BUT GOD’S LOVE WAS SO GREAT THAT ONE FAMILY WHO TRUSTED AND LOVED GOD WAS SAVED SO THAT GOD COULD RENEW THE FACE OF THE EARTH. THEN CREATURES BECAME EMBOLDENED IN THEIR EVIL, SO GOD AT THE TIME OF MOSES GAVE HIS LAWS TO CORRECT MAN AND THE WAY HE LIVED. THE HUMAN WILL WOULD NOT YIELD TO GOD, SO THE TRINITY LOOKED WITHIN THEMSELVES AND WITH LOVE DECREED THAT A GOD WAS NEEDED TO REPAIR THE RUPTURE THAT HAD OCCURRED BETWEEN THE DIVINE AND HUMAN WILLS. SO THE ‘WORD’, THE SECOND PERSON OF THE TRINITY, IN CONCURRENCE WITH THE FATHER AND THE SON, OFFERED TO VEIL HIMSELF AND BE BORN INTO THE WORLD TO REPAIR THE RUPTURE OF THE TWO WILLS AND SHOW MAN HOW TO LIVE IN GOD’S WILL AGAIN AS HAD ORIGINALLY BEEN PLANNED. THE ‘WORD’, THE SON OF THE FATHER, LOVED THE FATHER WITH A DIVINE LOVE AND JESUS LOVED ALSO HIS CREATURES WITH A DIVINE LOVE AND JESUS WAS TO COME TO GIVE BACK TO HIS FATHER THE LOVE THAT CREATURES WERE SUPPOSED TO GIVE HIM FROM THE BEGINNING OF CREATION AND TO REPAIR FOR EACH OFFENSE THAT CREATURES HAD COMMITTED AGAINST HIS BELOVED FATHER. JESUS CAME ALSO TO SAVE HIS CHILDREN FROM THEIR UNENDING PATH TO EVIL AND TO SAVE THEM FOR HIMSELF, HIS FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT, THE GOD OF LOVE. WHEN GOD CREATED MAN, GOD ENDOWED HIM WITH THREE POWERS, THREE KINGDOMS OF THE SOUL. THESE THREE GIFTS, OF INTELLECT, MEMORY AND WILL WERE THE IMAGERY OF THE TRINITY FROM WHOM THE CREATURES CAME INTO BEING. THE FATHER ENDOWED THE CREATURES WITH HIS POWER AND SANCTITY; THE SON OF GOD, JESUS, ENDOWED THE CREATURES WITH MEMORY TO REMEMBER WHAT GOD HAS DONE FOR THEM AND THE THIRD PERSON OF THE TRINITY ENDOWED THE CREATURES WITH LOVE SO THAT THE CREATURES WOULD DO HIS WILL. LOVE WAS TO BE THE CROWNING POINT OF MAN, LOVE WAS TO PERMEATE THE CREATURE ALL HIS LIFE. THE SORROW OF THE TRINITY WAS GREAT IN THAT MAN HAD SQUANDERED THESE THREE GIFTS THAT HAD BEEN GIVEN MAN. THE INTELLECT, MEMORY AND WILL WERE GIVEN SO THAT GOD COULD COMMUNICATE HIS LOVE, KNOWLEDGE, TRUTHS OF THE TRINITY AND HIS DIVINE WILL SO THAT CREATURES COULD LIVE IN CONTINUOUS LOVE AND RELATIONS WITH THEIR FAMILY, THE TRINITY. NEITHER MAN NOR ANGEL COULD REPAIR THIS RUPTURE OF THE TWO WILLS. A GOD WAS NEEDED, THUS THE SAVIOR, REDEEMER, MESSIAH, JESUS DECREED WITH THE FATHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT THAT HE WAS TO COME INTO THE WORLD AND THIS WOULD BE THE SECOND RENEWAL OF THE FACE OF THE EARTH.. IN ORDER FOR JESUS TO BE INCARNATED AS A MAN, JESUS HAD TO COME INTO A HOUSE THAT WAS WORTHY OF HIM. HE HAD TO DESCEND INTO A CREATURE WHO WAS FREE OF SIN AND LIVING IN HIS DIVINE WILL SINCE JESUS WOULD HAVE NEVER DESCENDED INTO HUMAN GROUND. ANYTHING OTHER THAN THIS WOULD BE UNWORTHY OF HIM AND IF MARY, STAR OF THE SEA WOULD NOT HAVE GIVEN HER FIAT, JESUS WOULD NOT HAVE DESCENDED. MARY DID GIVE HER FIAT TO CONCEIVE A MAN AND GOD, SO JESUS DESCENDED AND BECAME A MAN LIKE US IN ALL THINGS EXCEPT SIN. THE PRIMARY REASON FOR JESUS’ COMING WAS TO ONCE AGAIN TIE THE TWO WILLS TOGETHER, SO THAT THE DIVINE WILL WOULD ONCE AGAIN REIGN OVER THE HUMAN WILL. MAN, WITHOUT THE DIVINE WILL REIGNING WOULD ALWAYS BE LIVING IN HIS MUTABLE STATE OF GOOD AND EVIL, UP AND DOWN, HAPPY AND SAD. MAN WAS SUPPOSED TO LIVE IN A STATE OF CONSTANCY OF LOVE AND DIVINE WILL. MAN’S INNER SELF OF WANTS, DESIRES, INTELLECT, MEMORY, THOUGHTS ETC., ARE ALWAYS AT WAR WITH EACH OTHER AND MAN WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO LIVE IN PEACE, JOY AND LOVE WITH0UT GOD’S WILL REIGNING IN HIM. WHEN JESUS DID COME, MAN KNEW VERY LITTLE OF GOD AND EVIL REIGNED. JESUS VEILED HIS DIVINITY WITH HIS HUMANITY, FOR MAN WOULD NOT APPROACH NOR TOUCH HIM BECAUSE OF HIS SHINING LIGHT AND MAJESTY AND THEY WOULD HAVE ALL RUN AWAY FROM HIM. IF JESUS’ CREATURES WERE DOING HIS WILL, THEY WOULD HAVE RECOGNIZED AND ACCEPTED HIM. THE MAJOR PART OF JESUS’ LIFE WAS SPENT IN SECLUSION DOING ALL HIS ACTS IN THE DIVINE WILL AND BY DOING ALL HIS ACTS IN THIS MANNER, HE GREW IN AGE AND WISDOM. THERE ARE TWO DISTINCT PASSIONS OF JESUS. THE PASSION OF HIS HUMANITY IS WELL KNOWN BY THE CHURCH; HOWEVER, THE PASSION OF HIS DIVINITY IS LITTLE KNOWN. THERE WERE BILLIONS AND BILLIONS OF CROSSES INSIDE OF JESUS THAT REPRESENTED ALL THE ACTS OF CREATURES DONE OUTSIDE THE DIVINE WILL AND THESE HAD TO BE REPAIRED IN THE DIVINITY IN ORDER TO GIVE GLORY AND REPARATION TO HIS FATHER. JESUS WOULD HAVE SUFFERED DEATH FROM EACH ACT DONE IN THE HUMAN WILL, IF HIS DIVINE WILL REIGNING, HAD NOT SUSTAINED HIM. JESUS’ DIVINE PASSION WAS INFLICTED UPON HIM WITH LOVE BY HIS FATHER AND WAS MORE PAINFUL THAN THE PASSION INFLICTED UPON HIM BY HIS CREATURES. JESUS SUFFERED INTERIORLY FROM THORNS, NAILS AND SCOURGES OF FIRE THAT NEVER LESSENED DURING HIS MORTAL LIFE. THESE INTENSE INTERIOR PAINS OVERFLOWED INTO HIS EXTERIOR PAINS. JESUS SUFFERED DEATHS FOR EACH PERSON TWICE, ONE FOR LOVE AND ONE IN REPARATION FOR OUR SINS. ALL PAINS AND DEATHS WERE DESIRED BY JESUS TO RETURN LOVE AND REPARATION TO HIS FATHER AND FOR THE CREATURES SO THAT THEY MAY RETURN BACK TO THEIR ORIGIN OF LIVING IN HIS DIVINE WILL. EVERY DROP OF BLOOD, PAIN AND WOUND, EACH PIECE OF FLESH TORN FROM HIS BODY, EACH STEP HE TOOK AND EACH WORD HE SPOKE ARE CONTINUOUSLY IN THE ACT OF RUNNING AFTER MAN TO BRING HIM BACK TO LOVE IN HIS DIVINE WILL. IF THE DIVINE WILL WAS NOT REIGNING IN JESUS, THE PASSION WOULD HAVE BENEFITTED ONLY A FEW GENERATIONS AND THEREFORE WOULD NOT HAVE GLORIFIED HIS FATHER FOR ALL. JESUS SPENT THE LAST YEARS OF HIS LIFE PREACHING AND TEACHING THEM THE WAYS OF GOD. THE LEARNED WOULD NOT LISTEN AND NOT ONE OF THEM FOLLOWED HIM. SO, JESUS TURNED TO THE POOR AND TO ALL THOSE WHO WERE OPEN TO HIS WORDS. JESUS TAUGHT VERY LITTLE ABOUT THE DIVINE WILL BECAUSE THE PEOPLE HAD TO BE PREPARED TO ACCEPT REDEMPTION FIRST, SO, JESUS ONLY TAUGHT THAT WE WERE TO DO THE WILL OF HIS HEAVENLY FATHER AND THAT BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO WOULD DO SO. JESUS SUFFERED GREATLY DURING HIS PASSION WITH LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE OF ALL THAT WAS DONE TO HIM TO REPAIR FOR SINS, TO GLORIFY HIS HEAVENLY FATHER AND TO OPEN HEAVEN FOR HIS CHILDREN. IN ALL THE SUFFERINGS THAT JESUS ENDURED DURING THE PASSION, HE STILL WAS NOT RECOGNIZED AS THE GOD THAT HE IS. ONLY AFTER HIS DEATH, DID PEOPLE START TO RECOGNIZE HIS DIVINITY. EVEN HIS APOSTLES WERE NOT COMPLETELY CONVINCED UNTIL AFTER HIS RESURRECTION; THE APOSTLES GREATEST SUFFERING CAME WHEN JESUS ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN AND THEY WERE DEPRIVED OF HIS DIVINITY AND HUMANITY. AN ANGEL HAD TO SPEAK TO THEM TO BRING THEM OUT OF THEIR ECSTATIC STATE. REDEMPTION EVOLVED THROUGH ALL THE GENERATIONS FOR AROUND TWO THOUSAND YEARS AND AT THIS POINT IN HISTORY, JESUS WANTS TO BRING THE THIRD FIAT, THE THIRD RENEWAL,THE SANCTIFICATION OF THE WORLD, THE ‘NEW SPRINGTIME OF THE CHURCH’ WHICH POPE JOHN PAUL II ALLUDED TO DURING HIS PONTIFICATE. JESUS LOOKED THROUGH THE GENERATIONS AND CHOSE THE LITTLEST OF ALL, LUISA PICCARRETA FROM THE SMALL TOWN OF CORATO, ITALY. LUISA WAS CONCEIVED WITH ORIGINAL SIN, HOWEVER, JESUS BURNED HER SEED TO RID HER OF THE PASSIONS OF THE REBELLIOUS NATURE AND THE TENDENCY TO SIN. ALTHOUGH LUISA SUFFERED NO ILLNESSES, JESUS BROUGHT HER INTO BED AT AN EARLY AGE WHERE SHE STAYED THE REST OF HER LIFE. THERE HAD BEEN NO BREAK BETWEEN JESUS’S AND LUISA’S WILLS. JESUS HAD TO DEPOSIT A DIVINE WILL INTO HER WHICH ENTAILED A LONGER TIME AND WORK THAN DID THE REDEMPTION. JESUS KEPT LUISA IN BED TO APPEAR TO HER NUMEROUS TIMES IN ORDER TO FREE HER FROM THE DISTRACTIONS OF THE WORLD AND OF HUMAN WILLS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. THIS DEPOSIT OF HIS WILL INTO LUSIA IS TO BE THE THIRD AND LAST GREAT MANIFESTATION OF HIS GREAT LOVE FOR MANKIND. LUISA RECORDED WHAT JESUS RELATED TO HER ABOUT THE DIVINE KNOWLEDGES AND TRUTHS THAT HE WANTS TO GIVE TO ALL CREATURES SO, IN TURN, THE CREATURES COULD ACCEPT HIS DIVINE WILL TO LIVE IN IT WITH JOY, PEACE AND HAPPINESS. JESUS STATED THAT THERE WILL ONLY BE A FEW WHO WILL ACCEPT AND THEN ONCE THE KNOWLEDGES AND TRUTHS ARE FULLY KNOWN, HE WILL HAVE HIS SMALL ARMY OF SOULS LIVING IN THE DIVINE WILL. THEN THE ‘OUR FATHER’ WHICH HE TAUGHT TO HIS APOSTLES WILL FINALLY BE FULFILLED. THE WORK OF “FIAT VOLUNTAS TUA SICUT IN COELO ET IN TERRA”(2) WILL BE FINALIZED IN LUISA AND JESUS WILL FINALLY HAVE HIS GLORY. TO OBTAIN THIS INTENT, JESUS SAID THAT BY VIRTUE OF HIS WILL, NEW GRACES, WHICH HE HAD NEVER ISSUED BEFORE, LIGHT MORE REFULGENT, PORTENTS UNHEARD OF AND NEVER BEFORE SEEN, WILL COME OUT OF HIM, SO THAT HE WILL HAVE A DISCIPLE, NOT ONLY TO ACQUIRE SCIENCE OF HIS WILL, BUT BECOMING A TEACHER, TO TEACH IT TO OTHERS AND NOT ONLY THIS BUT TO ACQUIRE HIS PROPERTIES, GOODS, JOYS AND HIS OWN HAPPINESS. TO EMBRACE AND TO HAVE A DIVINE WILL REIGNING FREELY IN A SOUL IS SOMETHING THAT HAS NOT BEEN HEARD OF BEFORE AND MOST WILL FIND IT TO BE AN IMPOSSIBILITY, HOWEVER, THREE PERSONS HAVE ALREADY POSSESSED THIS DIVINE WILL. ADAM WAS CREATED WITH THE DIVINE WILL REIGNING IN HIM IN THE FIRST PART OF HIS LIFE, JESUS’ MAMA LIVED IN THE DIVINE WILL FROM HER FIRST BREATH UNTIL HER LAST AND JESUS HIMSELF HAD THE DIVINE WILL FOR HE IS THE DIVINE WILL. WHEN ONE LIVES IN THE DIVINE WILL, THE SOUL HAS WHAT JESUS HAS, DOES WHAT HE DOES AND LIVES WITH HIS LIFE. JESUS TAUGHT LUISA TO FUSE HERSELF IN HIS WILL AND DOING THIS IS THE MOST SOLEMN, THE GREATEST, THE MOST IMPORTANT ACT OF HER ENTIRE LIFE. TO FUSE ONESELF IN JESUS’ DIVINE WILL IS TO ENTER THE SPHERE OF ETERNITY, TO EMBRACE IT, TO KISS IT AND TO RECEIVE THE DEPOSIT OF THE GOODS WHICH THE ETERNAL WILL CONTAINS. AS THE SOUL FUSES HERSELF IN THE SUPREME VOLITION ( 3), ALL GO TO MEET HER IN ORDER TO DEPOSIT IN HER EVERYTHING THEY HAVE. THE ANGELS, SAINTS, AND THE VERY DIVINITY - THEY ALL DEPOSIT, KNOWING THAT THEY ARE DEPOSITING IN THE SAME WILL IN WHICH EVERYTHING IS SAFE. BY RECEIVING THESE GOODS, AND WITH HER ACTS IN THE DIVINE WILL, THE SOUL MULTIPLIES THEM AND GIVES BACK DOUBLE GLORY AND HONOR TO THE WHOLE OF HEAVEN. SO, BY FUSING ONESELF IN THE DIVINE WILL, THE SOUL PUTS HEAVEN AND EARTH IN MOTION. THIS IS A NEW FEAST FOR THE EMPYREAN. SO AS NOT TO BE OUTDONE IN THIS GREAT ACT OF LOVE, JESUS PLACES THE GOODS OF ALL INTO HER AND ALL POSSIBLE GOODS JESUS CONTAINS WITHIN HIMSELF. THE VERY SAINTS COMPETE AMONG THEMSELVES IN ORDER TO DEPOSIT THEIR MERITS IN THE SOUL FUSED IN JESUS’S WILL BECAUSE THEY FEEL IN THE SOUL, THE GLORY, POWER OF JESUS’S WILL AND THE SAINTS FEEL GLORIFIED IN A DIVINE MANNER BY THE LITTLENESS OF THE CREATURE. TO LIVE IN THE DIVINE WILL SURPASSES EVEN MARTYRDOM IN MERIT BECAUSE MARTYRDOM KILLS THE BODY, WHEREAS, LIVING IN THE DIVINE WILL KILLS ONE’S OWN HUMAN WILL AND THIS LIVING IN THE DIVINE WILL GIVES ONE THE NOBILITY OF A DIVINE MARTYRDOM. EACH TIME THE SOUL DECIDES TO LIVE IN THE DIVINE WILL, JESUS’S VOLITION PREPARES THE BLOW IN ORDER TO KILL THE HUMAN WILL AND THIS FORMS THE MARTYRDOM OF THE SOUL. THE HUMAN WILL AND THE DIVINE WILL DO NOT BOND TOGETHER - ONE HAS TO GIVE THE PLACE TO THE OTHER AND THE HUMAN WILL HAS TO CONTENT ITSELF WITH REMAINING EXTINGUISHED UNDER THE POWER OF THE DIVINE WILL. THIS IS THE GREATEST SACRIFICE THAT A CREATURE COULD MAKE TO IT’S CREATOR AND GOD COULD NOT ASK ANYTHING MORE OF THE CREATURE. GOD IS ALL. AND THE ALL CAN NOT ENTER INTO THE SOMETHING, THE ALL CAN ONLY ENTER INTO THE NOTHING IN ORDER TO BRING THE NOTHING, THE GREATEST THING THAT GOD CAN GIVE THE CREATURE, THE ACT OF LIVING IN AND WITH THE CREATOR. JESUS SAID , IF CREATURES COULD SEE A SOUL WHO LETS MY WILL LIVE WITHIN HERSELF, THEY WOULD SEE ASTOUNDING THINGS, NEVER BEFORE SEEN: A GOD OPERATING IN THE LITTLE CIRCLE OF THE HUMAN WILL, WHICH IS THE GREATEST THING THAT CAN EXIST ON EARTH AND IN HEAVEN. THIS IS THE PURPOSE OF CREATION : THAT GOD’S WILL BE KNOWN AND LOVED AND THAT IT REIGNS AS LIFE IN THE CREATURES; THIS IS IT’S BEGINNING AND THIS WILL BE THE MEANS AND THE END. THIS IS ABOUT PLACING A DIVINE WILL IN SAFETY, THAT ALL MAY RETURN TO THE BEGINNING, TO THE ORIGIN FROM WHICH ALL CAME AND THAT THE PURPOSE OF MY WILL MAY HAVE IT’S FULFILLMENT: THE CALL OF THE CREATURE TO RETURN TO THE ORDER, TO THE PLACE AND TO THE PURPOSE FOR WHICH HE WAS CREATED BY GOD. BY LIVING IN THE DIVINE WILL, THE SOUL RECEIVES THE FUSION OF THE SUPREME WILL WITH HERS AND IN THIS FUSION, JESUS’ WILL TAKES ON THE WORK OF GIVING PARITY WITH ITSELF TO THE WILL OF THE SOUL. JESUS’S WILL IS HOLY, IS LIGHT, IS PURE AND JESUS WANTS TO MAKE THE SOUL EQUAL TO HIS OWN WILL IN HOLINESS, PURITY AND LIGHT. THAT WHICH ADAM DID, UP TO THE LAST ONE WHO WILL COME - EVERYTHING WAS TO BE IN COMMON AMONG THEM. SO, MAN WAS TO POSSESS, NOT HIS OWN STRENGTH ALONE, BUT THE STRENGTH OF ALL. ONCE JESUS’S WILL WAS REMOVED FROM ADAM, WHICH BINDS EVERYONE AND LINKS EVERYTHING, DISORDER, CONFUSION, DISUNION, WEAKNESS AND DARKNESS ENTERED AND JESUS’ JOY WAS CONVERTED INTO SORROW. LIVING IN THE DIVINE WILL IS A GIFT AND IT IS TO POSSESS THE GREATEST GIFT, BUT THIS GIFT IS GIVEN BUT TO THE ONE WHO IS DISPOSED, TO ONE WHO WILL NOT WASTE IT, TO ONE WHO WILL ESTEEM IT SO MUCH AND LOVE IT MORE THAN HIS OWN LIFE. FOR THE SOUL WHO LIVES IN THE DIVINE WILL AND IS NOT COMPLETELY ABANDONED IN IT, SELF REFLECTIONS, CARES FOR HERSELF, FEARS, DISTURBANCES ARE NOTHING OTHER THAN EXITS THAT SHE FORMS IN MY WILL. NOT EVEN HUMILITY EXISTS IN THE DIVINE WILL, BUT PURE NOTHINGNESS WHICH KNOWS CLEARLY THAT ANYTHING GOOD WHICH CAN BE DONE IS THE ALL OPERATING IN THE NOTHING. SO THE POOR NOTHING IS IN THE ACT OF BEING CONTINUOUSLY BORN; IT IS THE ALL THAT GROWS AND FORMS ITS LIFE IN THE NOTHING. OH ! POWER OF THE DIVINE WILL - AS SOON AS THE SOUL DECIDES AND WANTS TO LIVE IN IT, THE MOST HOLY TRINITY TAKES IT’S PRIME OPERATING IN HER. AND SINCE THIS IS AN ACT OF DIVINE WILL, ALL WANT THEIR PLACE OF HONOR IN THAT ACT: THE QUEEN OF HEAVEN, THE ANGELS, THE SAINTS AND ALL CREATED THINGS. SO, WITH ONE SINGLE ACT OF DIVINE WILL, WE ENCLOSE EVERYTHING, WE EMBRACE EVERYTHING AND WE GIVE EVERYTHING TO GOD, EVEN ALL THAT THE ETERNAL WORD DID ON EARTH. THE GOODS WHICH DESCEND FOR THE BENEFIT OF ALL ARE INCALCULABLE…THE FIRST WORDS WITH WHICH JESUS ADDRESSED TO ME (LUISA), THIS MORNING WERE: “WHO AM I, AND WHO ARE YOU”? IN THESE TWO WORDS, I SAW TWO IMMENSE LIGHTS: IN ONE I COMPREHENDED GOD AND IN THE OTHER, I SAW MY MISERY, MY NOTHINGNESS. I SAW I WAS NOTHING BUT A SHADOW, JUST LIKE THE SHADOW FORMED BY THE SUN IN ILLUMINATING THE EARTH: IT IS DEPENDENT ON THE SUN AND AS THE SUN MOVES FROM IT TO OTHER PLACES, THE SHADOW CEASES TO EXIST OUTSIDE OF ITS SPLENDOR. THE SAME FOR MY SHADOW - THAT IS, MY BEING: IT IS DEPENDENT ON THE MYSTICAL SUN GOD, WHO CAN DISSOLVE THIS SHADOW IN ONE SIMPLE INSTANT. AFTER THIS, JESUS TOLD ME: “THE GREATEST FAVOR I CAN DO FOR A SOUL, IS TO MAKE HER KNOW HERSELF.” THE KNOWLEDGE OF SELF AND THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD GO TOGETHER; THE MORE YOU KNOW YOURSELF, THE MORE YOU KNOW GOD. WHEN THE SOUL HAS KNOWN HERSELF, AS SHE SEES THAT SHE CAN DO NOTHING GOOD BY HERSELF, HER SHADOW, HER BEING, TRANSFORMS HER IN GOD AND IT HAPPENS THAT SHE DOES ALL HER OPERATIONS IN GOD. IT HAPPENS THAT THE SOUL IS IN GOD AND WALKS BESIDE HIM, WITHOUT LOOKING, WITHOUT INVESTIGATING, WITHOUT SPEAKING - IN A WAY, AS IF SHE WERE DEAD. IN FACT, KNOWING THE DEPTH OF HER NOTHINGNESS, SHE DARES TO DO NOTHING BY HERSELF BUT SHE BLINDLY FOLLOWS THE TRAJECTORY OF THE OPERATIONS OF GOD. JESUS TOLD LUISA THERE IS NO GOOD THAT EXISTS IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH, WHICH HIS WILL DOES NOT POSSESS. LUISA SHOULD KNOW THESE GOODS, OTHERWISE, HOW COULD SHE LOVE THEM, POSSESS THEM AND USE THEM IN THE DIFFERENT CIRCUMSTANCES, IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THEM. IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A DIVINE STRENGTH AT YOUR DISPOSAL, YOU WILL LOSE HEART FOR A MERE TRIFLE AND IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT YOU POSSESS A DIVINE BEAUTY, YOU WILL NOT HAVE THE COURAGE TO BE WITH ME IN A FAMILIAR WAY. IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT EVERYTHING I HAVE CREATED IS YOURS, THEN YOU WILL NOT LOVE ME IN ALL THINGS AND YOU WILL NOT HAVE THE FULLNESS OF TRUE LOVE. THE CENTRALIZATION OF EVERYTHING THAT BELONGS TO MY WILL, WILL BE AS THOUGH NATURAL FOR YOU ALSO, IF YOU ARRIVE AT DOING THE DIVINE WILL AS GOD HIMSELF DOES IT. THE WILL OF GOD IN YOU AND THAT WHICH REIGNS WITHIN GOD HIMSELF WILL BE ONE. EVERYTHING THAT JESUS DOES IN THE SOUL SURPASSES ALL THAT HE DID IN CREATION. EACH KNOWLEDGE OF MY PERFECTIONS WHICH I MANIFEST, EACH TRUTH WHICH PERTAINS TO THE DIVINITY, IS A NEW HEAVEN THAT I EXTEND WITHIN THE SOUL. IF THE SOUL DOES NOT RISE AGAIN COMPLETELY IN MY WILL, ALL OF HER WORKS REMAIN INCOMPLETE. THE REASON CREATURES PLACE MY WILL ON THE SAME LEVEL AS THE VIRTUES IS BECAUSE THEIR PALATES ARE NOT PURGED. THEY ARE ACCUSTOMED TO THE ORDINARY FOODS OF THIS LOW WORLD, WHICH ARE THE VIRTUES AND NOT TO THE CELESTIAL AND DIVINE FOOD. THE VIRTUES WHICH CAN BE PRACTICED ON EARTH ARE RARELY EXEMPT FROM HUMAN PURPOSES, FROM SELF-ESTEEM, FROM SELF-GLORY, LOVE OF APPEARANCES AND OF PLEASING PEOPLE. THIS IS WHY VIRTUES BREACH MORE EASILY - BECAUSE THE HUMAN WILL ALWAYS GAINS SOMETHING. ON THE OTHER HAND, THE FIRST THING THAT MY WILL KNOCKS DOWN IS THE HUMAN WILL, AND IT TOLERATES NO PURPOSE WHICH GIVES OF HUMAN. SO THIS IS THE GREAT DIFFERENCE WHICH EXISTS BETWEEN THE VIRTUES AND MY WILL - THE VIRTUES CAN BE OF CREATURES AND CAN FORM A HUMAN SANCTITY AT THE MOST; MY WILL IS OF GOD AND CAN FORM A SANCTITY WHICH IS FULLY DIVINE. THEREFORE, THE GREATEST FORTUNE FOR A SOUL IS TO LET HERSELF BE DOMINATED BY MY WILL. SHE HOLDS SUPREMACY OVER EVERYTHING; SHE OCCUPIES THE FIRST PLACE OF HONOR IN THE WHOLE CREATION; SHE NEVER MOVES AWAY FROM THE POINT IN WHICH GOD DELIVERED HER. GOD FINDS HER ALWAYS ON HIS PATERNAL KNEES, SINGING TO HIM HIS GLORY, HIS LOVE AND HIS ETERNAL WILL. JESUS TOLD LUISA THAT SHE IS UNIQUE IN HIS MIND AND IN ALL CREATION. LUSIA’S WORK IS LONG AND ARDUOUS AND MUCH ATTENTIVENESS IS NEEDED AND THERE IS NO TIME TO WASTE BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THE GENERATIONS TO REDO AND TO REPAIR FOR THE GLORY OF GOD. EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING WILL BE CENTRALIZED IN YOU. YOU WILL SUFFER MUCH BUT I, YOUR JESUS, MY MAMA AND QUEEN AND ALL THE ANGELS AND SAINTS WILL BE WITH YOU TO DEFEND YOU, AS THERE WILL BE MUCH OPPOSITION TO WHAT I AM DOING IN YOUR SOUL. THE SAME OPPOSITION OCCURRED IN THE REDEMPTION, HOWEVER, WHAT THE SACROSANCT TRINITY HAS DECREED HAS ALREADY HAPPENED. JESUS RELATED TO LUISA MANY STUNNING BENEFITS THAT HE WANTS TO GIVE TO THOSE LIVING IN HIS DIVINE WILL. GOD WILL NOT BE OUTDONE IN WHAT HE GIVES HIS CHILDREN. GOD IS ALWAYS IN THE ACT OF GIVING AND IF HE CAN NOT GIVE THESE STUNNING BENEFITS, IT MEANS THAT THERE IS NO SPACE IN THE SOUL TO ACCEPT. THESE ARE SOME OF THE BENEFITS THAT ARE OBTAINED BY THOSE SOULS WHO WANT TO LIVE IN THE DIVINE WILL OF GOD:
THIS SOUL IS THE MOST FAVORED BY GOD.
THE SOVEREIGN QUEEN LONGS FOR THE CHILDREN OF HER KINGDOM, IN ORDER TO BE ABLE TO SAY: ‘I HAVE MY CHILDREN THAT EQUAL ME IN MY GLORY, NOW I AM MORE HAPPY BECAUSE MY GLORY IS THE SAME GLORY OF MY CHILDREN.
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THE GARMENTS OF THESE SOULS WILL BE OF MOST PURE LIGHT AND THIS GARMENT WILL SERVE AS A MIRROR TO SHOW ALL OF HEAVEN HOW MANY ACTS SHE HAS DONE IN THE DIVINE WILL.
THE CHILDREN OF THE DIVINE WILL SHALL NOT TOUCH THE EARTH.
THESE SOULS WILL HAVE THE GIFT OF INFUSED SCIENCE.
THERE WILL BE A HIERARCHY OF THE CHILDREN OF THE KINGDOM OF THE DIVINE WILL THAT IS SIMILAR TO THE NINE CHOIRS OF ANGELS.
THE QUEEN WILL FORM THE NEW HIERARCHY OF HER INHERITANCE SIMILAR TO THE CHOIRS OF ANGELS.
THESE SOULS WILL BE RAINBOWS AND WILL BLAZE WITH MOST BEAUTIFUL COLORS OF LOVE, GOODNESS, WISDOM, POWER, SANCTITY, MERCY AND JUSTICE.
FOR THESE SOULS, THERE ARE NO DEATHS OR JUDGMENTS.
THESE SOULS CANNOT GO TO PURGATORY.
THESE SOULS WILL BE ABLE TO FORM LIGHT.
THEIR NAMES WILL BE WRITTEN IN HEAVEN WITH INDELIBLE CHARACTERS OF LIGHT
AND THEY WILL BE ENROLLED IN THE CELESTIAL MILITIA.
MIRRORS WILL BE IN HEAVEN ALLOWING THE SOULS IN THE DIVINE WILL ON EARTH TO SEE WHAT THE BLESSED ARE DOING IN HEAVEN.
THESE SOULS WILL BE A NIMBUS OF HEAVEN.
THE MOST FORTUNATE CREATURE IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH.
THESE SOULS DO NOT PRAY BUT COMMAND.
THEY WILL POSSESS THREE SUNS, ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN THE OTHER.
LIVING IN THE DIVINE WILL LEAVES ALL THE SAINTS BEHIND.
JESUS WILL NOT DENY THESE CHILDREN OF THE KINGDOM ANYTHING.
THESE SOULS WILL BE ABLE TO FORM JESUS’ IN THEIR ACTS.
THEY WILL PARTICIPATE IN THE CREATIVE POWER OF GOD.
THEY WILL HAVE THE RIGHT TO UNIVERSAL GLORY IN HEAVEN.
THESE SOULS ALWAYS WANT TO GIVE
THE MANSIONS OF THESE SOULS WILL BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND DISTINCT
FROM THE OTHER BLESSED.
THESE SOULS WILL HAVE A RIGHT TO JUDGE.
NOW I, YOUR JESUS WANT TO SPEAK OF MY MAMA, THE ELECT OF THE ELECT, THE CHOSEN OF THE CHOSEN. THE CHURCH KNOWS ONLY THE FIRST LETTERS OF THE ALPHABET ABOUT MY MAMA AND I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN SPEAK PROPERLY OF MY MAMA BECAUSE I AM THE AUTHOR OF HER ORIGIN. THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION OF MY BELOVED MAMA WAS PRODIGIOUS AND ALL MARVELOUS, SO MUCH SO, THAT HEAVEN AND EARTH WERE ASTONISHED AND MADE FEAST. ALL THREE PERSONS COMPETED AMONG THEMSELVES: THE FATHER POURED OUT AN IMMENSE SEA OF POWER; I, THE SON, POURED OUT AN INFINITE SEA OF WISDOM AND THE HOLY SPIRIT AN IMMENSE SEA OF ETERNAL LOVE, WHICH MERGING INTO ONE, FORMED ONE SINGLE SEA; AND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA, THE CONCEPTION OF THIS VIRGIN WAS FORMED. MY MAMA WAS CONCEIVED WITHOUT ORIGINAL SIN SO THAT SHE MIGHT BE ABLE TO IMPETRATE THE LONGED FOR REDEEMER BECAUSE IT WAS RIGHT AND DECOROUS THAT NOT EVEN THE SEED OF GUILT WOULD EVER HAVE EXISTENCE IN THE ONE WHO WAS TO BE MY MOTHER. SHE WAS TO BE THE NOBLEST, THE HOLIEST OF ALL CREATURES - BUT OF A DIVINE NOBILITY AND OF A HOLINESS ALL SIMILAR TO HER CREATOR, THAT HE MIGHT FIND IN HER SO MUCH GRACE AND CAPACITY AS TO BE ABLE TO CONCEIVE THE HOLY OF HOLIES - THE ETERNAL WORD. AS SOON AS SHE WAS CONCEIVED, WE GAVE HER FULL REASON. NO ONE CAN BE ACCEPTABLE TO ME WITHOUT A TEST. JUST AS ADAM WAS TESTED WITH A ONE TIME SIMPLE TEST OF A DENIAL OF THE SENSES, MY MAMA WAS TESTED WITH THE HARDEST AND LONGEST OF ALL TESTS. MY FATHER SHOWED HER ALL THE GENERATIONS AND THEIR INTERIOR STATES AND OF HIS SORROW. HE ASKED HER FOR HER HUMAN WILL. MY MAMA WITH FULL KNOWLEDGE OF THE SINS OF THE GENERATIONS AND OF THE SORROW OF THE TRINITY AND THE GLORY AND LOVE THAT WAS DENIED TO THEM, SHE SHED COPIOUS TEARS. SHE GAVE HER HUMAN WILL VOLUNTARILY TO MY FATHER AND TIED IT TO THE THRONE OF THE SACROSANCT TRINITY, NOT WANTING TO KNOW IT EVER AGAIN. SHE OFFERED HER LIFE AS A SACRIFICE FOR ALL. WE GAVE HER OUR WILL AS A GIFT AND WE, THE TRINITY, PLACED INTO THE HANDS OF OUR LITTLE QUEEN, THE DESTINY OF MANKIND; WE GAVE HER THIS MANDATE AND IN ORDER TO CONSOLE HER SORROW FOR THE HUMAN FAMILY, WE MADE HER THE PEACEMAKER BETWEEN US AND THE HUMAN FAMILY AND TO HER THE OFFICE WAS GIVEN TO RECONCILE THEM TO US. THE POWER THAT REIGNS IN OUR LITTLE QUEEN COMPELS US TO GIVE HER THE KISS OF PEACE FOR POOR HUMANITY, DECAYED AND VACILLATING. IN THIS EXCHANGE OF DONATION OF WILLS ON BOTH SIDES, ALL THE QUALITIES, THE BEAUTIES, THE PRODIGIES, THE IMMENSE SEAS OF GRACE POURED INTO THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION, THE MOST PRIVILEGED OF ALL CREATURES. IT IS ALWAYS THE WILL THAT I AM USED TO TESTING. ALL SACRIFICES, EVEN DEATH, WITHOUT THE WILL, WOULD NAUSEATE ME AND WOULD ATTRACT NOT EVEN A GLANCE OF MINE. ALL CREATION MADE FEAST OVER OUR LITTLE QUEEN AND THE ANGELS AND ALL CREATED THINGS RECOGNIZED MY MAMA AS QUEEN. ALL ACCEPTED HER DOMINION, HER RULE, HER COMMAND AND THEY FELT HONORED BECAUSE SINCE ADAM, NO ONE HAD THE DIVINE WILL REIGNING IN THEM. THIS LITTLE DAUGHTER FREQUENTLY CAME TO HEAVEN TO GIVE US HER LITTLE LOVE, EVEN THOUGH SHE HAD NOT BEEN BORN. WE CONTINUED TO LET FLOW INTO HER LITLE SOUL AN ABUNDANCE OF GRACE, LOVE AND SANCTITY. SHE HAD NO FEAR OR MISTRUST OF US BECAUSE HOW COULD A CHILD OF OURS, LIVING IN OUR WILL, BE AFRAID OF US. OUR LITTLE DAUGHTER HAD A SPECIAL SORROW FOR EACH SIN THAT CREATURES COMMITTED AND SHE GAVE US A SPECIAL LOVE IN REPARATION. AFTER HER BIRTH, SHE FLEW TO HEAVEN AND GATHERED ALL THE LOVE THAT WE, THE TRINITY HAD PLACED IN ALL CREATED THINGS, ANGELS AND CREATURES AND BROUGHT THEM TO OUR THRONE WITH A KISS FOR EACH ONE AND PLACED HER DIVINE LOVE ON EACH ONE. HOW WE REJOICED IN OUR LITTLE DAUGHTER, THE DAUGHTER OF OUR WILL WHO LOVED US FOR ALL AND REPAIRED US FOR ALL. AT THE AGE OF THREE, OUR LITTLE DAUGHTER’S PARENTS MADE KNOWN TO HER THAT THEY WANTED TO CONSECRATE HER TO THE LORD IN THE TEMPLE. OUR DAUGHTER SPENT A GREAT PART OF HER CHILDHOOD IN THE TEMPLE DOING ALL HER ACTS IN THE DIVINE WILL. THEN WE MADE KNOWN TO HER THAT WE WANTED HER TO ENTER INTO MARRIAGE. ALTHOUGH SHE HAD TAKEN A VOW OF VIRGINITY, SHE ACCEPTED WITHOUT QUESTIONING OUR WILL. SHE WAS BETROTHED TO JOSEPH, A VIRTUOUS AND UPRIGHT MAN. MY QUEEN AND MY HOLY SON, JOSEPH WANTED EACH OTHER TO KNOW THAT THEY HAD ALREADY TAKEN A VOW OF PERENNIAL VIRGINITY. THE SILENCE WAS BROKEN AND THEY MANIFESTED THEIR VOW TO EACH OTHER. THEY BOTH WERE HAPPY AND THANKED THE LORD AND TREATED EACH OTHER WITH VENERATION AND WITH LOVE. OUR QUEEN CONTINUED TO DO HER ACTS IN THE DIVINE WILL AND WAS IN CONSTANT PRAYER, ASKING THAT THE WORD WOULD DESCEND UPON THE EARTH. THE TIME HAD COME FOR THE DECREE OF THE SACROSANCT TRINITY TO BE FULFILLED, SO WHILE MY QUEEN, MARY WAS PRAYING IN HER ROOM, I SENT MY ANGEL, GABRIEL TO ANNOUNCE THE GOOD NEWS. BOWING BEFORE THE QUEEN, HE HAILED THE QUEEN, SAYING “HAIL, O MARY, OUR QUEEN, THE DIVINE FIAT HAS FILLED YOU WITH GRACE. THE LORD HAS AREADY PRONOUNCED HIS FIAT, FOR HE WANTS TO DESCEND; HE IS JUST BEHIND MY SHOULDERS, BUT HE WANTS YOUR FIAT TO FORM THE FULFILLMENT OF HIS FIAT”. THE QUEEN, WHO WAS FIFTEEN AT THE TIME WAS FRIGHTENED AND TREMBLED, FOR SHE HAD NO IDEA THAT SHE WAS THE ONE WHO WAS TO BEAR THE MESSIAH - THE GOD-MAN. GABRIEL TOLD MARY, “DO NOT FEAR, MY QUEEN, FOR YOU HAVE FOUND FAVOR WITH GOD”. MARY PROUNCED HER FIAT AND SAID “FIAT MIHI SECUNDUM VERBUM TUUM” ( 4). THE TWO FIATS FUSED TOGETHER AND THE PRODIGY OF THE INCARNATION WAS ACCOMPLISHED. CREATURES CAN NOT IMAGINE WHAT MY MAMA FELT IN THE INCARNATION OF THE WORD. MY MAMA’S WOMB WAS PARADISE FOR ME, BUT I CAME TO RAISE FALLEN MAN AND TO TAKE ON ALL HIS SINS AND MISERIES OF THE HUMAN WILL. I HAD FULL REASON SO I BEGAN TO SUFFER EVERYTHING THAT I WAS TO SUFFER IN MY MAMA’S WOMB. MY FIRST PAIN WAS DEATH. I SUFFERED DEATH FOR EACH PERSON, ONE DEATH FOR LOVE AND ONE DEATH FOR SIN. THE WOMB WAS NARROW, SO I COULD NOT EVEN MOVE ONE FINGER OR EVEN OPEN MY EYES. I SHED TEARS FOR THE LACK OF LOVE OFFERED TO ME AND FOR THE SINS COMMITTED AGAINST MY BELOVED FATHER. MY MAMA, LIVING IN MY WILL, SUFFERED ALL THE PAINS TOGETHER WITH ME AND LOVED ME, FOR EACH SIN COMMITTED AGAINST ME. AROUND THE TIME OF MY BIRTH, WE HAD TO TRAVEL TO REGISTER FOR THE CENSUS. WE TRIED TO FIND A PLACE TO STAY, BUT WE WERE TURNED AWAY BY ALL. THIS WAS SYMBOLIC OF THE TURNING AWAY OF THE HUMAN WILL FROM ITS ORIGIN - THE DIVINE WILL. BEING TURNED AWAY FROM EVERY DOOR COST THE CITIZENS OF BETHLEHEM, BECAUSE BETHLEHEM NEVER HAD THE SOLES OF MY FEET ON THEIR LAND AGAIN. THE HOLY FAMILY WAS DIRECTED TO A STABLE WHERE I WAS BORN INTO THE WORLD TO LOVE MY CHILDREN AND TO OFFER MYSELF AS A SACRIFICIAL LAMB TO REDEEM THEM. I CAME OUT OF MY MAMA’S WOMB FULL OF LIGHT AND I THREW MYSELF INTO HER ARMS AS THE ANGEL GAVE ME TO HER. I HUGGED HER WITH MY LITTLE ARMS THAT COULD NOT REACH HER. THE LIGHT OF MY WILL EXTENDED MY ARMS TO HUG HER. SHE HUGGED ME SO TENDERLY AND TIGHTLY THAT WE WERE AS IF TRANSFUSED INTO EACH OTHER. I SAID “I LOVE YOU MY MAMA” AND KISSED HER AND SHE LOVED ME AND KISSED ME. SHE GAVE ME TO ST. JOSEPH AND HE AND I HUGGED AND KISSED EACH OTHER AND LOVED EACH OTHER. I KNOCKED ON ALL HEARTS WITH LOVE TO OPEN THEMSELVES UP TO ME, TO LET ME IN, BUT ONLY THREE FOREIGNERS CAME TO ME . ALL OTHERS HEARD THAT KNOCKING OF LOVE AND MY CALL TO THEM, BUT NO OTHERS RESPONDED. THESE THREE MAGI KNELT AT MY FEET AND I LET MY DIVINITY SHINE FORTH AND THEY RECOGNIZED AND LOVED ME AS THE GOD THAT I AM. I HAD TO WITHDRAW MY LIGHT, OTHERWISE, THEY COULD NOT HAVE WITHDRAWN THEMSELVES. MY MAMA PRESENTED ME TO THEM AND THEY HELD ME. MY MAMA THANKED THEM FOR COMING AND THE GIFTS AND SHE TOLD THEM ABOUT ME AND TO RETURN TO THEIR DISTRICTS AND RELATE TO THEIR PEOPLE THAT THE SAVIOR, THE REDEEMER HAS BEEN BORN. MY MAMA WAS THE FIRST APOSTLE AND I LOVE HER. I CAME TO FULFILL THE LAW IN EVERYTHING, TO ABROGATE THE LAW AND TO INSTITUTE THE NEW LAW OF GRACE AND DIVINE WILL, SO I ALLOWED MYSELF TO BE CIRCUMCISED. I SUBMITTED MYSELF TO THE CUT AND I CRIED WITH PAIN AND SHED BLOOD. MY MAMA AND ST. JOSEPH SHED TEARS TO SEE ME SUFFER SO. MY MAMA GATHERED UP THE BLOOD AND FLESH TORN FROM MY BODY AND SAVED THEM. ST. JOSEPH AND MY MAMA TOOK ME TO THE TEMPLE FOR THE CONSECRATION TO MY FATHER, (THE PRESENTATION) . WHEN SIMEON TOOK ME IN HIS ARMS, HE RECOGNIZED ME AND PROPHESIED THAT I WOULD BE THE RISE AND DOWNFALL OF MANY IN ISRAEL AND A SWORD WOULD PIERCE MY MAMA’S HEART, SO THAT THE THOUGHTS OF MANY WOULD BE LAID BARE. MY MAMA WOULD HAVE INSTANTLY DIED OF PAIN AT THE WORDS OF SIMEON IF THE DIVINE WILL HAD NOT SUSTAINED HER. MY FATHER NOTIFIED ST. JOSEPH, THROUGH A DREAM, BY AN ANGEL THAT HEROD HAD LEARNED THAT THE SAVIOR WOULD BE BORN AROUND THIS TIME AND HE WAS NOT GOING TO SHARE HIS THRONE WITH ANYONE. HE ORDERED THAT ALL THE CHILDREN IN THE ENVIRONS AROUND TWO YEARS OF AGE AND YOUNGER WERE TO BE KILLED. ST. JOESPH TOOK THE FAMILY AND FLED TO EGYPT TO ESCAPE . A TYRANNICAL, WICKED WILL - SYMBOL OF THE HUMAN WILL - WANTED TO KILL ME. THIS IS A SYMBOL OF THE HUMAN WILL AND I FLED IN ORDER TO SAY TO EVERYONE, “FLEE FROM THE HUMAN WILL, IF YOU DON’T WANT MINE TO BE KILLED”. WHILE ENTERING EGYPT, I SAW ALL THOSE IDOLS AND I KNOCKED THEM DOWN AND SENT THEM TO HELL. WE LIVED IN POVERTY IN AN OPEN SHED AND THE BIRDS CAME TO FEED US. I WOULD GET ON MY BABY KNEES IN EXCRUCIATING PAIN WITH MY ARMS OPENED IN THE FORM OF A CROSS SHEDDING TEARS, PLEADING WITH MY FATHER FOR THE SALVATION OF MY CHILDREN. I DID THIS AWAY FROM MY MAMA, FOR SHE WOULD HAVE SUCCUMBED IN SEEING ME THIS WAY. I WOULD FREQUENTLY FLY UP TO HEAVEN TO ASK MY FATHER FOR MERCY FOR ALL MY CHILDREN. THE LITTLE CHILDREN IN THE AREA WERE ENAMORED BY MY GENTLENESS, BEAUTY AND SWEETNESS AND THEY WOULD GATHER AROUND ME TO THE POINT OF HUGGING ME AND BEING ALWAYS CLOSE TO ME. I TAUGHT THEM ABOUT MY FATHER, TELLING THEM THAT THEY HAD A FATHER IN HEAVEN WHO LOVES THEM VERY MUCH AND HE IS CLOSER TO THEM THAN THEIR OWN EARTHLY FATHERS. I ASKED THEM TO ALWAYS PRAY TO HIM AND TO TELL MY FATHER THAT THEY LOVED HIM. AT MY WORD, I SAVED THEM ALL, NOT ONE WAS LOST. MY MAMA, IN HEARING THE JOY AND THE LAUGHTER OF THE LITTLE CHILDREN WOULD COME OUTSIDE TO SEE WHAT WAS HAPPENING. I WOULD RUN AND THROW MYSELF IN THE ARMS OF MY MAMA. CAN THERE BE A GREATER LOVE THAN THIS ? THE CREATOR SEEKING REFUGE AND LOVE FROM THE CREATURE AND THE CREATURE RECEVING HIM WITH OPEN ARMS WITH LOVE BEYOND ALL TELLING ? ST.JOSEPH WAS NOTIFIED IN A DREAM THAT THE TYRANT WAS DEAD AND THAT IT WAS TIME TO RE-PATRIATE BACK TO THE HOMELAND. THERE WAS ANOTHER TYRANT ON THE SAME THRONE, SO WE SETTLED IN NAZARETH. AT AROUND TWELVE YEARS OF AGE, WE WENT TO THE TEMPLE TO PRAY FOR PASSOVER. WE PROSTRATED OURSELVES IN DEEP, RECOLLECTED PRAYER AND HASTENED THE RECONCILIATION OF GOD AND MAN. WHEN WE FINISHED PRAYING, ST. JOSEPH AND MY MAMA LEFT FOR HOME IN THEIR RESPECTIVE GROUPS, BUT I STAYED BACK AMONGST THE LEARNED AND SCHOLARS PREACHING, TEACHING AND ASKING QUESTIONS. WHEN MY MAMA LEARNED THAT I WAS NOT WITH THEM, THEY SEARCHED FRANTICALLY. THEY RE-TRACED THEIR STEPS AND ASKED IF ANYONE HAD SEEN ME. SHE DESCRIBED ME TO THEM, AS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL OF ALL SONS, WITH GOLDEN, CURLY HAIR, SWEETNESS OF SPEECH AND GENTLENESS. I WAS OF A RARE BEAUTY, ENRAPTURING TO ALL. NO ONE HAD SEEN ME. MY MAMA ASKED HER ANGELS TO PLEASE TELL HER WHERE SHE COULD FIND HER MOST BEAUTIFUL SON. AS THEY ENTERED THE TEMPLE , SHE WAS ALL EYES IN SEACHING FOR ME. SHE WAS JUBLIANT WHEN SHE SAW ME PREACHING AND TEACHING WITH SUCH MAJESTY. SHE SAID TO ME, “MY SON, WHY HAVE YOU DONE THIS TO US?” I ANSWERED MY MAMA, “DID YOU NOT KNOW THAT I HAVE COME TO GLORIFY MY HEAVENLY FATHER ?” INSTANTLY, SHE UNDERSTOOD - THAT SHE HAD TO GIVE ME UP TO THE DIVINE WILL. I WENT HOME WITH THEM AND WAS OBEDIENT TO THEM, GROWING IN AGE AND WISDOM. A GOD CANNOT GROW IN WISDOM, BEING THAT I AM INFINITE WISDOM. I WAS GROWING IN DOING ALL MY ACTS IN THE DIVINE WILL AND REPAIRING FOR EACH HUMAN ACT DONE OUTSIDE OUR WILL. IN LIVING WITH MY MAMA AND ST. JOSEPH, I DID ALL MY ACTS IN THE DIVINE WILL AND RE-DID ALL HUMAN ACTS THAT WERE DONE OUTSIDE MY DIVINE WILL. WHEN I WANT TO GIVE A UNIVERSAL GIFT, IT IS MY USUAL WAY TO DEPOSIT THIS GIFT IN ONE PERSON WHO HAS THE SPACE WITH WHICH TO DEPOSIT THIS GOOD. MY MAMA, LIVING ALWAYS IN MY WILL, HAD THE SPACE WHERE I DEPOSITED THE REDEMPTION. I DEPOSITED MY STEPS, WORDS, PAINS, SIGHS, WOUNDS AND EVERY DROP OF BLOOD I SHED TO REDEEM MANKIND. SHE ACCEPTED EVERYTHING WITH LOVE AND HAD A CORRESPONDING ACT OF LOVE FOR EACH OF MY PAINS, WOUNDS, INSULTS AND HATRED DIRECTED TOWARD ME, HER MOST HOLY SON. I WAS MOST ATTENTIVE TO ALL THAT MY MAMA DID FOR ME AND I LOVE HER IMMENSELY FOR SHE IS MY MAMA. I EXPLAINED THE SERMONS I WAS TO PREACH AND THE SACRAMENTS THAT I WAS TO INSTITUTE. SHE ACCEPTED ALL INTO HERSELF WITH LOVE. AS A BABY, I SLEPT CLOSE TO MY MAMA AND AS I SUCKLED MILK FROM HER, I SUCKLED SOULS AND HER MATERNITY AND GAVE HER MY PATERNITY, SO THAT SHE COULD LOVE AS A GOD LOVES. AS A CHILD, WHILE WE LOOKED AT EACH OTHER WITH LOVE, WE INTERLACED OUR FINGERS TOGETHER. I WAS ALWAYS PUTTING MY FACE CLOSE TO HERS AND WHISPERING IN HER EAR, I LOVE YOU MY MAMA AND SHE WOULD TELL ME THAT SHE LOVES ME. ALL THAT CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH WERE WORDS THAT GLORIFIED MY FATHER AND FOR THE SALVATION OF SOULS. ST. JOSEPH LIVED OFF THE REFLECTIONS OF THE DIVINE WILL . I LEARNED THE CARPENTRY TRADE FROM MY FOSTER FATHER AND I WAS OBEDIENT TO BOTH OF THEM. MY FATHER GAVE ME THE GIFT OF TEARS AND I SHED A TEAR FOR EVERY TEAR THAT CREATURES WOULD SHED AND WHEN I SHED TEARS NEAR MY MAMA, SHE WOULD CRY WITH ME. MY FATHER GAVE ME THE BEATIFIC VISION THROUGHOUT MY LIFE. MY MAMA, IN LIVING SO CLOSE TO ME, HER SON-GOD FOR A PERIOD OF MY YOUNG ADULT LIFE, WAS LIVING IN A TERRESTIAL PARADISE. WHEN ST. JOSEPH PASSED ON, I SENT HIM TO THE SAINTS TO ANNOUNCE THE GOOD NEWS - YOUR REDEMPTION IS AT HAND. WHEN I HAD REACHED AROUND THE AGE OF THIRTY, I CAME TO MY MAMA TO ASK HER FOR HER BLESSING SO THAT I MAY GO OUT TO BEGIN MY PREACHING AND TEACHING MINISTRY. IT WAS MY USUAL WAY TO ALWAYS ASK MY MAMA FOR HER BLESSING, FOR I WANTED TO GIVE HER MY BLESSING. AFTER WE BLESSED EACH OTHER, I LEFT AND MY MAMA FOLLOWED ME WITH HER EYES AS LONG AS SHE COULD SEE ME, THEN SHE FOLLOWED ME IN SPIRIT AND SHE WAS ALWAYS WITH ME BECAUSE SHE IS MY MAMA AND I LOVE HER. I WENT TO THE JORDAN RIVER AND JOHN THE BAPTIST BAPTIZED ME AND THE TRINITY WAS REVEALED FOR THE FIRST TIME. I WENT TO THE DESERT WHERE I FASTED FOR FORTY DAYS TO PREPARE FOR MY MINISTY. THE TIME IN THE DESERT, AMONG THE WILD ANIMALS, WAS A SYMBOL OF THE DESERT OF THE HUMAN WILL WITHOUT THE DIVINE WILL AND I WANTED TO TIE THE TWO TOGETHER AGAIN. I ALLOWED SATAN TO TEMPT ME THREE TIMES AND I REBUKED HIM THERE TIMES GIVING MY CHILDREN THE GRACE TO RESIST TEMPTATIONS. I WENT TO THE SYNAGOGUE AND PREACHED MY FIRST SERMON, TELLING THOSE THERE, THAT THE READING OF ISAIAH THAT REFERRED TO ME, IS FULFILLED IN THEIR PRESENCE. I ALLOWED MYSELF AND MY MAMA TO BE INVITED TO A WEDDING FEAST AT CANA. AT THE WEDDING, I TIED THE HUMAN AND DIVINE WILLS TOGETHER AGAIN IN MARRIAGE AND WE BOTH SANCTIFIED THE SACRAMENT OF MARRIAGE. WHEN MY MAMA ASKED ME TO PERFORM A MIRACLE FOR THE COUPLE, I DID SO AS AN ACT OF LOVE AND CHARITY FOR MY CHILDREN WITH THE LESSON, THAT, IF YOU WANT ANYTHING, GO TO MY MAMA BECAUSE SHE IS MY MAMA AND I LOVE HER. I CHOSE MY TWELVE APOSTLES AND WENT OUT WITH THEM, PREACHING AND TEACHING ABOUT MY HEAVENLY FATHER AND HOW TO COME TO HIM WITH LOVE. I PREACHED IN THE SYNAGOGUES AND EVENTUALLY OUT IN THE OPEN BECAUSE OF THE GREAT NUMBER OF PEOPLE COMING TO ME. THE LEARNED AND THOSE OF THE SYNAGOGUES STARTED TO BE JEALOUS OF ME AND BEGAN TO TURN AGAINST ME. NOT ONE SINGLE LEARNED FOLLOWED ME. I TURNED TO THE LONELY, POOR, MARGINALIZED AND THOSE WHO WERE OPEN. I CURED ALL CORPORAL, SPIRITUAL AND MENTAL MALADIES AS LONG AS THE CREATURES CAME TO ME HUMBLY. I RAISED THE DEAD OUT OF LOVE FOR MY CHILDREN. I PERFORMED ALL MY ACTS IN THE DIVINE WILL OF THE TRINITY AND BEING MY MAMA LIVES IN THE SAME WILL, SHE DID EVERYTHING WITH ME. I KNEW THAT MAN DID NOT CARE FOR ME BUT I CARED FOR MY CHILDREN AND I WANTED TO SAVE THEM ALL AT THE COST OF PAIN, BLOOD AND DEATH. I COULD HAVE SAVED ALL BY ONE OF MY SIGHS OR EVEN ONE DROP OF MY BLOOD BUT I HAD TO REDO ALL THE ACTS DONE OUTSIDE OF OUR WILL WHICH CONSTANTLY GAVE ME DEATH AT EACH HEARTBEAT. MY PRIMARY REASON FOR COMING WAS TO BRING EVERYONE INTO SAFETY BY LETTING MY WILL REIGN IN THEM. CREATION WAS THE BEGINNING, REDEMPTION WAS THE MEANS, BUT MY WILL IS THE END. EVERYTHING CAME FROM MY WILL AND EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE HAS TO COME BACK TO MY WILL. I EXPLAINED MY TEACHINGS PRIVATELY TO MY MAMA AND APOSTLES. IT WAS TIME NOW TO BEGIN MY PASSION, A PASSION OF LOVE, SO I CAME TO MY MAMA , PALE AND WITH TREMBLING LIPS , ASKING MY MAMA FOR HER BLESSING SO THAT I COULD GO AND DIE FOR MY CHILDREN. MY MAMA KNEW WELL, WHAT KIND OF DEATH I WAS TO DIE. THE DIVINE WILL GAVE HER EVERYTHING AND SHE COULD NOT REFUSE DIVINE WILL ANYTHING. WITH TEARS IN HER EYES , A NAIL PIERCING HER BLEEDING HEART AND WITH TREMBLING LIPS, HER WORDS DIED ON HER LIPS AND SHE GAVE ME HER BLESSING, TO DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH. SHE SAID “MY SON, BLESS ME TOO.” WE KISSED AND HUGGED EACH OTHER AND I LEFT TO GO WITH MY APOSTLES TO THE CENACLE TO CELEBRATE THE PASSOVER MEAL. I AND MY APOSTLES GAVE HONOR AND GLORY TO MY FATHER IN SONGS AND PSALMS. I TOOK ROASTED LAMB FOR THE LAST TIME, WANTING TO REPAIR FOR ALL THE LACK OF THANKSGIVING OF THE CREATURES AND FOR ALL THE MEANS MY FATHER GIVES HIS CHILDREN FOR THE PRESERVATION OF CORPORAL LIFE. I WASHED THE FEET OF MY APOSTLES, LEAVING THEM AN EXAMPLE OF HUMILITY, LOVE AND SERVICE TO OTHERS. I DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE MY CHILDREN ALONE AS I HAD JUST A FEW HOURS OF MY LIFE LEFT, SO I ASKED MY FATHER TO LET ME INCARNATE MYSELF IN EACH HOST SO I COULD REMAIN WITH MY CHILREN. MY FATHER CONCURRED AND WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT DESCENDED UPON THE ALTAR. I PRONOUNCED THE WORDS OF CONSECRATION AND MY MAMA CONSECRATED WITH ME BECAUSE SHE IS MY MAMA AND I LOVE HER. THE BREAD AND THE WINE WERE CHANGED INTO MY BODY, BLOOD, SOUL AND DIVINITY. I COMMUNICATED MYSELF TO THE APOSTLES. I INGESTED ALL HOSTS TO THE LAST OF THE CENTURIES TO GLORIFY MY HEAVENLY FATHER AND TO MAKE REPARATION TO HIM AND TO ALLOW CREATURES TO RECEIVE ME. ALL CREATURES WERE PRESENT TO ME DURING THE LAST SUPPER AS THEY WERE PRESENT IN MY WILL. I LEFT THE CENACLE TO BEGIN MY AGONY IN THE GARDEN. MY COUNTENANCE CHANGED FROM ROSY CHEEKS AND LIPS TO A MORTAL SADNESS IN THE GARDEN. FOR THREE HOURS, ALL SINS OF ALL THE CENTURIES CAME UPON ME AS SNAKES, RABID DOGS, BITING ME. I HAD A SPECIAL SORROW FOR EACH SIN AND I WAS SORRY THAT CREATURES PREFERRED THE HUMAN OVER DIVINE AND DEATH OVER LIFE THAT I SWEAT BLOOD TO WASH AWAY ALL SINS AND SINNERS, SO THAT THEY COULD COME TO ME REPENTANT. MY SORROW WAS SO GREAT THAT I CRIED OUT IN AGONY AND WAS ABOUT TO DIE BUT MY FATHER WAS INEXORABLE. MY MAMA RUSHED TO MY SIDE AND I LEANED ON HER WITH MY RIGHT ARM AND WITH MY LEFT ARM ON MY OTHER DAUGHTER, LUISA. I LEANED ON MY WILL IN THEM AND I RECEIVED COMFORT. THESE WERE MY TWO SUPPORTS DURING MY PASSION. THESE THREE HOURS OF MY AGONY I OFFERED AS HELP TO MY CHILDREN IN THEIR AGONY UPON DYING. I DRIED MYSELF AND WENT TO MEET JUDAS WHO WAS ABOUT TO BETRAY ME. JUDAS PUT HIS ARMS AROUND ME AND KISSED ME AND I DID NOT DISDAIN TO KISS HIS INFERNAL LIPS BECAUSE I WANTED AT THE PRICE OF BLOOD AND DEATH TO SAVE HIM. THEY PUT ROPES AND CHAINS AROUND ME THAT NEVER WERE TAKEN OFF UNTIL GOLGOTHA. THEY THREW ME INTO THE CEDRON STREAM WHERE MY MOUTH HIT A ROCK AND I SHED BLOOD. THEY PULLED ME OUT FOR FEAR THAT I MIGHT DROWN. I WAS INUNDATED WITH THIS COLD, NAUSEATING WATER AND I LOOKED AROUND TO SEE IF ANYONE WOULD COME TO DRY ME. THERE WAS NO ONE; HOWEVER, MY MAMA FLEW TO MY SIDE AND DRIED ME WITH HER KISSES AND TEARS BECAUSE SHE IS MY MAMA AND I LOVE HER. THEY TOOK ME TO THE HOUSE OF ANNAS AND HE QUESTIONED ME ABOUT MY DOCTRINE AND DISCIPLES. I ANSWERED, “I HAVE SPOKEN IN PUBLIC AND ALL THOSE HERE HAVE HEARD ME”. A GUARD, WANTING TO HONOR ANNAS, WITH AN IRON-CLAD HAND SLAPPED ME ACROSS THE MOUTH CAUSING ME TO STAGGER. I LOOKED TO SEE IF THERE WAS ANYONE THAT I COULD LEAN ON AND THERE WAS NO ONE. MY MAMA FLEW TO MY SIDE AND I LEANED ON HER BECAUSE SHE IS MY MAMA AND I LOVE HER. THEY THREW ME DOWN THE STAIRS AND TOOK ME TO THE HOUSE OF CAIAPHAS, VOMITING ALL KINDS OF POISON AGAINST ME AND CONTRADICTING EACH OTHER. HE LISTENED AND WAITED FOR MY ANSWER. I DID NOT ANSWER ANY OF THEIR INSULTS FOR I HEARD PETER , MY BELOVED DISCIPLE WHOM I BENEFITTED SO MUCH WITH GRACES, BETRAY ME THREE TIMES. HE SAW ME WITH SWOLLEN TEARS IN MY EYES, FULL OF LOVE FOR HIM. HE CRIED AND REPENTED AND I CALMED MYSELF DOWN AFTER I HAD SAVED HIM AGAIN. CAIAPHAS HAD ENOUGH AS HE WANTED TO HEAR WHAT I HAD TO SAY. HE QUESTIONED ME AND ASKED “ARE YOU REALLY THE TRUE SON OF GOD”? I ANSWERED WITH A DIGNIFIED AND SONOROUS VOICE “YOU HAVE SAID IT! YES, I AM THE TRUE SON OF GOD AND ONE DAY I WILL COME UPON THE CLOUDS OF HEAVEN TO JUDGE ALL NATIONS”. WITH THE WORD THAT I HAD SPOKEN THEY ALL FELL BACK, IN A MANNER SIMILAR TO THE GARDEN. THEY RECOVERED AFTER A FEW MOMENTS AND CAIAPHAS SAID “WHAT HAVE WE NEED FOR ANY MORE WITNESSES, HE HAS COMMITTED A GRAVE BLASPHEMY, HE IS GUILTY TO DEATH, HE IS GUILTY TO DEATH”. HE TORE HIS GARMENTS IN ANGER TO GIVE MORE STRENGTH TO HIS WORDS AND SAID FURTHER THAT IT IS BETTER THAT ONE MAN DIE THAN THE WHOLE NATION. THEY ALL RUSHED AT ME AS ONE AND KICKED ME, PULLED MY BEARD AND HAIR AND PUT ME IN THE PRISON WITH THE GUARDS WHERE THEY PROFANED MY SACRED PERSON. THEY PUT ME IN A PRISON FULL OF HUMAN WASTE AND TIED ME TO A POLE WITH MY FEET DANGLING AND MY KNEES BENT WHERE I SWIVILLED FROM SIDE TO SIDE. MY CLOTHES WERE STILL WET AND THEY SMELLED ALONG WITH THE HUMAN WASTE. I WAS LEFT IN THAT STATE IN TOTAL DARKNESS. THIS WAS A SYMBOL OF HOW THE HUMAN WILL, WITHOUT THE DIVINE HAS LEFT THE CREATURE AND I WANTED TO SUFFER THIS TO REPAIR FOR THE DARKNESS AND STENCH OF SIN. TOWARD MORNING THEY FREED ME, STILL WRAPPED WITH ROPES AND CHAINS AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO CAIAPHAS. I WAS ALL MEEK, HUMBLE AND MODEST, STAGGERING BECAUSE OF THE ABUSE, BUT SPREADING LIGHT EVERYWHERE. WHEN CAIAPHAS SAW ME HE GLOATED AND REJOICED TO SEE ME COVERED IN BLOOD. HE WAS LIKE A ROARING LION WANTING TO DEVOUR ME. HE QUESTIONED ME AGAIN, “WELL, ARE YOU THE TRUE SON OF GOD”? I ANSWERED, “YES, I AM THE TRUE SON OF GOD”. HE SIGNED THE DEATH ORDER AND SENT ME OVER TO PILATE. ON THE WAY, I MET MY MAMA AND SAW HER PALE, PIERCED AND WRAPPED IN MOURNING CLOTHES AND SHE SAW ME, HER MOST HOLY, SON-GOD, COVERED WITH ABUSES, CRYING AND WRAPPED IN BLOOD. WE WANTED TO HUG EACH OTHER BUT THE GUARDS DENIED THIS TO US AND I WAS BROUGHT BEFORE PILATE. HE QUESTIONED ME, IF I WAS KING AND I ANSWERED, “MY KINGDOM IS NOT OF THIS WORLD, IF IT WAS, THOUSANDS OF LEGIONS OF ANGELS WOULD DEFEND ME”. HE SAID, OH! SO YOU ARE A KING. AND I ANSWERED, “YOU HAVE SAID IT. I HAVE COME INTO THE WORLD TO TEACH THE TRUTH”. NOT WANTING TO KNOW ANYMORE AND SEEING THE HATRED AND JEALOUSY THAT THE JEWS HAD FOR ME, HE SENT ME OVER TO HEROD BECAUSE I CAME UNDER HIS JURISDICTION. HEROD WAS GLAD TO SEE ME AS HE HAD HEARD ABOUT ME. HE WAS CURIOUS AND ASKED ME MANY QUESTIONS. I DID NOT ANSWER NOR DID I SAY ONE WORD TO HIM OR EVEN LOOK AT HIM FOR I WOULD HAVE PUT HIS SOUL IN GRAVER DANGER IF I HAD. BECAUSE OF THE LONG PERIOD OF SILENCE AND NOT HAVING HIS CURIOSITY SATISFIED, HE HAD ME CLOTHED IN A WHITE GARMENT TREATING ME LIKE AN IMBECILIC BUFFOON, A MADMAN. THIS WAS MY MOST HUMILIATING SUFFERING OF MY PASSION BECAUSE, I, WH0 AM INFINITE WISDOM, WAS TREATED LIKE A MADMAN. HEROD PLACED ME WITH THE GUARDS AND THEY PROFANED MY SACRED HUMANITY AGAIN. I WAS BROUGHT BACK TO PILATE , BRUISED, BEATEN AND DEFILED AND SEEING THAT HEROD HAD NOT CONDEMNED ME EITHER, HE REMEMBERED THAT THIS WAS THE TIME OF THE JEWISH HOLY SEASON AND IT WAS A TRADITION TO RELEASE ONE PRISONER SO, PILATE PRESENTED ME TOGETHER WITH BARRABAS, A MOST NOTORIOUS CRIMINAL, WANTING TO RELEASE ME. THE CROWD CRIED OUT, WE DON’T WANT JESUS TO BE RELEASED BUT BARABBAS. PILATE’S WIFE SENT HIM A NOTE, SAYING THAT SHE HAD A DREAM ABOUT ME LAST NIGHT AND THAT HE IS A HOLY MAN, AND THAT PILATE SHOULD HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND THAT SHE HAD SUFFERED A LOT BECAUSE OF HIM. PILATE SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO HIS WIFE, BUT HE REASONED THAT HE HAD TO DAMPEN THE JEALOUSY AND HATRED THE JEWS HAD FOR ME, SO HE WOULD HAVE ME FLOGGED A LITTLE AND THEN RELEASE ME. I WAS STRIPPED OF MY CLOTHES AND I OFFERED UP MY NUDITY TO REPAIR FOR THE IMPURITY AND LEWDNESS OF DRESS OF MY CREATURES. THE GUARDS TIED ME TO A COLUMN AND TWO MEN BEAT ME WITH HEAVY ROPES AND THEN TWO OTHERS BEAT ME WITH THORNY RODS AND THEN TWO OTHERS BEAT ME WITH IRON HOOKED CHAINS, TEARING MY FLESH FROM MY BODY AND BARING MY NERVES AND BONES. THEY UNTIED ME AND I FELL IN MY BLOOD AND IN THAT BLOOD I SAW IN THE FLESH TORN FROM MY BODY, THE CONDEMNED SOULS AND I GRIEVED FOR THEM. THE GUARDS PUSHED AND SHOVED ME TO SIT DOWN WHERE THEY CLOTHED ME IN A PURPLE GARMENT AND BEAT A CROWN OF THORNS INTO MY HEAD. I HAD TO REDO MAN ENTIRELY AND THE CROWN OF THORNS WAS ACCEPTED TO GIVE MAN BACK THE CROWN OF KING AND ALSO TO OPEN HOLES IN HIS HEAD TO LET THE PUS OF SIN AND PRIDE COME OUT. THEY BROUGHT ME TO PILATE IN THIS CONDITION AND AS SOON AS PILATE SAW ME, HE TURNED HIS FACE AWAY. THE SIGHT WAS TOO PAINFUL. PILATE QUESTIONED ME AGAIN ASKING, “YOUR OWN PEOPLE HAVE TURNED YOU OVER TO ME, WHAT IS YOUR CRIME, WHAT IS YOUR KINGDOM”? PILATE’S HEART WAS IN A TURMOIL. SO IN ORDER TO GIVE PILATE THE GRACE TO UNDERSTAND THAT ONE SHOULD RULE ONLY IF HE HAS VIRTUE AND UPRIGHT KNOWLEDGE, I ANSWERED, “THOSE WHO TURNED ME OVER TO YOU ARE GUILTY OF A GRAVER SIN”. WITH HIS HEART IN A TEMPEST, HE BROUGHT ME TO THE ATRIUM AND RAISED HIS HAND FOR THE MOB TO QUIET DOWN AND PILATE WITH TWO FINGERS HE TOOK THE LEAST BLOODIED PART OF THE PURPLE GARMENT AND HELD IT UP EXPOSING ME TO THE CROWD. PILATE SAID, “ECCE HOMO (5), I REGRET MAKING HIM SUFFER SO MUCH. HE DOES NOT EVEN LOOK LIKE A MAN ANYMORE, SO LET US FREE HIM FOR HE HAS SUFFERED ENOUGH”. THERE WAS A MOMENT OF SILENCE AND THEN THE MOB CRIED OUT, CRUCIFY HIM, CRUCIFY HIM AND PILATE SAID, “WHAT ! MUST I CRUCIFY YOUR KING”? AND THE MOB CRIED OUT. “IF YOU RELEASE HIM, YOU ARE NOT A FRIEND OF CAESAR, CRUCIFY HIM, MAY HIS BLOOD BE ON US AND OUR CHILDREN”. MY HEART BLED WITH SORROW IN SEEING MY CHOSEN PEOPLE, STRUCK WITH THE MALEDICTION OF HEAVEN, WHICH THEY THEMSELVES, WITH FULL WILL, HAVE WANTED, SEALING IT WITH MY BLOOD WHICH THEY CURSED. I HEARD WITHIN MYSELF, MY FATHER, MY MAMA AND ALL CREATURES CRYING OUT TO CRUCIFY ME. EVEN IF MY CREATURES WERE NOT THERE CORPORALLY, THEY WERE THERE IN MY WILL WITH THEIR SINS WHICH BORE THEIR GUILT. TWO CURRENTS PASSED THROUGH MY SACRED, TORN HUMANITY, ONE WAS FOR THOSE WHO WANTED ME CONDEMNED SO THAT HEAVEN MAY BE OPENED FOR THEM AND THAT THEY COULD RECEIVE LIFE INSTEAD OF DEATH AND THE OTHER CURRENT WAS FOR THOSE WHO WANTED ME CONDEMNED IN CONFIRMATION OF THEIR OWN CONDEMNATION. MY HEART WAS LACERATED AND I MOANED, WHY WOULD MY BLOOD BE SHED USELESSLY. I SUFFERED THEIR DEATHS AND THEIR HELL. PILATE FOR FEAR OF BEING REMOVED FROM HIS THRONE, WASHED HIS HANDS, PROCLAIMED ME INNOCENT AND HANDED ME OVER TO BE CRUCIFIED. I WAS IMMEDIATELY BROUGHT TO THE CROSS, THE INSTRUMENT CHOSEN BY ME FOR THE SALVATION OF THE WORLD. WITH FIRM STEPS, I APPROACHED IT AND KISSED IT AND A SHIVER OF JOY RAN THROUGH MY HUMANITY AS I MEASURED IT’S DEPTH AND BREADTH AND GAVE EACH OF MY CHILDREN A SHARE OF THE CROSS AS THEIR DOWRY. THE ROMAN SOLDIERS PUT IT ON MY SHOULDERS AND WITH MY SPIRITUAL STRENGTH IT WAS LIGHT BUT THE MANY UPON MANY SINS WEIGHED IT DOWN SO MUCH THAT IT BORE A DEEP WOUND IN MY SHOULDER. I TOOK A FEW STEPS AND I MET MY GRIEVING MAMA. SHE WANTED TO GIVE ME A LAST EMBRACE, KISS AND WORD BUT WE WERE DENIED THIS FOR THE SOLDIERS NOTICED AND PULLED ME AWAY FROM HER. WHAT SHE COULD NOT DO CORPORALLY, SHE DID SPIRITUALLY. SHE MADE THE ETERNAL WILL HER OWN AND KISSED AND POURED HER SORROWFUL BALM OF LOVE IN MY WOUNDS AND I LOVE HER BECAUSE SHE IS MY MAMA. I FELL THREE TIMES AND SIMON WAS FORCED TO HELP ME CARRY THE CROSS. VERONICA WIPED MY FACE WITH HER CLOTH AND I REWARDED HER BY IMPRINTING MY COUNTENANCE ON IT FOR I WILL NOT BE OUTDONE IN LOVE. I SPOKE TO THE JEWISH WOMEN, TELLING THEM, “DO NOT WEEP FOR ME, BUT WEEP FOR YOURSELVES AND YOUR CHILDREN’S SINS. I WAS DRAGGED, PUSHED AND PULLED BY THE HAIR TO THE PLACE OF REDEMPTION WHERE I AWAIT ALL MY CHILDREN. THE SOLDIERS TORE OFF MY CLOTHES AND THE CROWN OF THORNS ALL AT ONCE, OPENING UP MY WOUNDS AGAIN. THEY DROVE THE CROWN OF THORNS ON MY HEAD AGAIN. THIS THIRD CROWNING WAS THE MOST PAINFUL AND I REPAIRED FOR THE OBSTINANCY AND PERFIDY OF MAN. THEY STRETCHED ME UPON THE CROSS AND NAILED ME WITH THREE NAILS. EACH POUND OF THE HAMMER ONTO THE NAILS WAS A DEATH FOR MY MAMA, HER HEART BLED AND SHE FAINTED AND ST. JOHN, MY BELOVED DISCIPLE HELD HER. WHILE ON THE CROSS, THEY GAMBLED AWAY THE TUNIC THAT MY MAMA HAD MADE FOR ME AND THIS BROUGHT TO MIND THE CLOTHING OF DIVINE WILL LIGHT WITH WHICH I HAD CLOTHED ADAM AND HE GAMBLED IT AWAY. I SUFFERED EXCRUCIATING AND UNHEARD OF CONTORTIONS AND SPASMS IN MY BODY AND MY BODY WRITHED AND POUNDED ON THE CROSS, CAUSING MY LIMBS TO SHAKE AS IF THEY WANTED TO DETACH THEMSELVES FROM MY BODY. MY HEART POUNDED SO STRONGLY IN MY CHEST, CAUSING MY BODY TO BE UNRECOGNIZABLE. THE NERVES GOING TO MY THROAT AND HEAD WERE STRETCHED, AS WELL AS THE BONES IN MY THROAT CAUSING MY THROAT TO CHOKE AND I GASPED FOR BREATH AND MY EYES AND EARS SNAPPED. THE THIRST THAT I ENDURED ON THE CROSS TRANSFIXED MY BODY AND I CALLED OUT, “I THIRST”. I THIRST CORPORALLY AND I ALSO THIRST FOR YOUR LOVE, YOUR AFFECTIONS AND YOUR WILL WHICH IS IN DANGER. ALL MY WOUNDS WERE AS SUCKING MOUTHS, TRYING TO SUCK MOISTURE FROM THE AIR DUE TO MY VITAL HUMORS GOING OUT OF EACH WOUND. I PRONOUNCED MY SEVEN LAST WORDS WANTING TO BEAR ALL SUFFERINGS ONTO MYSELF AND TO CLOSE HELL AND PURGATORY. BUT MY FATHER WOULD NOT ALLOW IT AND I KNEW THAT JUSTICE HAD TO PREVAIL. I BREATHED MY LAST AND RETURNED TO THE BOSOM OF MY FATHER. THESE THREE HOURS SPENT ON THE CROSS WERE OFFERED AS HELP TO MY CREATURES AT THEIR DEATH. ONLY AFTER I DIED, WAS I RECOGNIZED AS THE GOD THAT I AM. THEY TOOK ME DOWN FROM THE CROSS AND LAID ME IN THE LAP OF MY GRIEVING AND WEEPING MAMA. SHE HELD ME SO TENDERLY TO HER BOSOM. SHE REMOVED THE THORNS IMBEDDED IN MY HEAD AND CLEANED MY EYES OF THE DRIED BLOOD AND SPITTLE. THEY CARRIED ME TO THE BORROWED TOMB AND MY MAMA, WHOM I LOVE SO MUCH FOLLOWED RIGHT BESIDE ME. THEY PLACED MY TORN AND DISLOCATED HUMANITY ON THE STONE HARD SLAB AND AS THEY PREPARED THE SPICES, MY MAMA PREPARED MY BODY WITH HER OWN HANDS. SHE KISSED THE THORN WOUNDS IN MY HEAD THAT WERE CAUSED BY THE SINS OF EVIL THOUGHTS AND DEEDS AND SHE TOOK WHAT I HAD SUFFERED IN THE THREE CROWNING OF THORNS INTO HER HEAD, MAKING HER HEAD BLEED AND SHE GAVE ME HER GOOD, HOLY THOUGHTS, GIVING HER NEW LIFE. SHE KISSED MY EYES, EARS AND MOUTH AND SHE TOOK WHAT I HAD SUFFERED IN EACH MEMBER, INTO HER EYES, EARS AND MOUTH , CAUSING THEM TO BLEED AND GIVING HER NEW LIFE. SHE KISSED MY HANDS OVER AND OVER AGAIN, PUTTING HER HANDS INTO MY HANDS AND MY HANDS INTO HER HANDS AND TAKING WHAT I SUFFERED IN THOSE NAIL WOUNDS INTO HER HANDS, CAUSING HER HANDS TO BLEED. SHE CAME TO MY FEET THAT WERE ALWAYS IN SEARCH FOR POOR SINNERS AND SHE PUT HER FEET INTO MY FEET SEARCHING AFTER SOULS, TO KEEP THEM FROM FALLING INTO HELL. SHE SAW THE WOUNDS IN MY FEET CAUSED BY THE BLUNT NAIL AND SHE TOOK WHAT I SUFFERED INTO HER FEET, MAKING THEM BLEED. SHE CAME TO MY HEART THAT ALWAYS LOVED MAN WITH AN UNREQUITED DIVINE LOVE AND DESIRE TO SAVE ALL. SHE REPAIRED AND RETURNED LOVE FOR LOVE FOR ALL CREATURES. SEEING HERSELF WITHOUT A HEART, THAT HAD BEEN WRENCHED FROM HER BREAST, SHE TOOK MY HEART INTO HERSELF, GIVING HER LIFE. SHE CAME TO THE WOUND IN MY SIDE. SHE WAS THE FIRST ONE TO ENTER INTO THAT WOUND, REPAIRING AND ADORING, AND FROM WHICH THE CHURCH AND SACRAMENTS ISSUED. SHE KISSED MY WOUND AND LAPPED UP THE FEW LITTLE DROPS THAT WERE STILL DRIPPING FROM MY SIDE. THE SABBATH WAS APPROACHING AND THEY WANTED TO CLOSE THE TOMB. THEY ROLLED THE STONE CLOSING THE TOMB AND MY MAMA, CRYING, KISSED THE STONE. AS SHE WENT BACK SHE SAW THE CROSS AND THE BLOOD THAT I HAD SHED ON IT AND SHE REMEMBERD WHAT I HAD SUFFERED ON IT. SHE RAN TO IT, EMBRACED IT AND CHASTISED IT SAYING, “WHAT WRONG DID HE EVER DO TO YOU? I WOULD HAVE GIVEN HIM MY LIQUIFIED HEART TO QUENCH HIS THIRST WHEN HE WAS CALLING OUT FOR WATER, BUT I WAS REJECTED AND YOU GAVE HIM GALL AND VINEGAR, WHICH BURNED HIM FURTHER. BUT I KOW YOU ARE HOLY BECAUSE MY SON TOUCHED YOU, SO RUN AFTER POOR MISERABLE CREATURES SO THAT THEY WON’T BE LOST BECAUSE OF TRIBULATIONS AND CROSSES, FOR SOULS COST ME TOO MUCH - THEY COST ME THE LIFE OF A SON-GOD AND I , AS CO-REDEMPTRIX AND MOTHER, BIND THEM TO YOU O’ CROSS”. MY MAMA HUGGED AND KISSED THE CROSS AND STARTED BACK AND SHE SAW THAT THERE WAS A LARGE AMOUNT OF BLOOD ON THE GROUND WHERE I HAD FALLEN. SHE ASKED HER ANGELS TO GUARD THAT BLOOD SO THAT IT WOULD NOT BE TRAMPLED UPON AND PROFANED. MY MAMA KISSED IT AND FAINTED ON IT. MY DIVINE WILL AROUSED HER AND SHE WENT INTO THE CENACLE WITH ST. JOHN AND MARY MAGDALENE. MY MAMA TOOK ON ALL MY SUFFERINGS AND HER MEMBERS BLED AND HER FACE TURN MORTALLY PALE WITH BRUISES ON IT AND HER EYES DRIPPED BLOOD. SHE KEPT PRAYING, “ARISE MY SON, ARISE MY LIFE, ARISE MY GLORY.” ON THE THIRD DAY AT MIDNIGHT, I AROSE AND WENT TO MY MAMA AND SHE WENT WITH ME TO RELEASE THE JUST SOULS AWAITING THEIR REDEMPTION. MY MAMA WENT WITH ME BECAUSE SHE CO-REDEEMED WITH ME AND SHE IS MY MAMA AND I LOVE HER. THIS WAS MY FIRST TRIUMPH AND AS THE JUST SOULS SAW ME THEY WERE IN PARADISE. I TOOK THE REDEEMED SOULS WITH ME AND SHOWED THEM MY TORN, BLOODIED AND DISLOCATED BODY AND THE LOVE I HAD FOR THEM. THEY THANKED ME FOR THE SUFFERING ENDURED FOR THEM AND THEY BEGAN BESEECHING THAT MY WILL COME TO REIGN ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. I COMMANDED MY BODY TO ARISE SPIRITUALIZED AND GLORIFIED AND I WENT TO APPEAR TO MY MAMA CORPORALLY TO CLOSE THE DEEP GASHES IN HER HEART THAT WERE BLEEDING. I APPEARED IN MY GLORY WITH MY WOUNDS EMITTING WONDROUS LIGHT. AS SOON AS SHE SAW ME, HER WOUNDS WERE CLOSED AND HEALED . I HUGGED AND KISSED HER AND SAID,”MY MAMA, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WORTHY TO KISS MY WOUNDS”. SHE KISSED MY WOUNDS IN EXALTATION. A CELESTIAL LANGUAGE PASSED BETWEEN ME AND MY MAMA DURING THIS TIME AND THEY WILL ONLY BE KNOWN IN HEAVEN FOR THERE ARE NO SECRETS THERE. I WENT TO MY APOSTLES AND DISCIPLES FOR THE NEXT FORTY DAYS TO CONFIRM THEM IN THE RESURRECTION. AT THE END OF THE FORTY DAYS, I GATHERED TOGETHER THOSE WHO WERE BELIEVERS ON THE MOUNT AND I TAUGHT THEM TO GO OUT AND PREACH THE GOOD NEWS AND BAPTIZE THEM. I ASCENDED TO HEAVEN AND MY MAMA ASCENDED WITH ME BECAUSE IT WOULD NOT BE A FEAST WITHOUT HER. MY MAMA BEGAN TEACHING THE APOSTLES THE PARTICULARS OF MY INCARNATION, BIRTH, FLIGHT INTO EGYPT AND THE LOVE THAT I HAD FOR THEM. I DID NOT SPEAK ABOUT MYSELF BECAUSE I RESERVED THAT FOR MY MAMA. ON THE NINTH DAY, I SENT THE HOLY SPIRIT ON MY MAMA TO THE APOSTLES TO STRENGTHEN THEM TO GO OUT AND PREACH THE GOOD NEWS. A FIERCE PERSECUTION BEGAN AND MY BELOVED ST. JOHN, WHOM I ENDOWED WITH ALL GRACE, TOOK MY MAMA TO EPHESUS TO LIVE FOR AWHILE. ST. JOHN BROUGHT MY MAMA BACK TO JERUSALEM WHERE SHE WENT INTO THE ROOM, NEVER TO GO OUT AGAIN. SHE WAS DYING, NOT OF SICKNESS, FOR SHE NEVER EXPERIENCED ANY SICKNESS, SHE WAS DYING A MARTYRDOM OF LOVE. MIRACULOUSLY, THE ELEVEN GATHERED AROUND HER AND SHE STRENGTHENED AND ENCOURAGED THEM TO PROTECT AND BLESS THE NASCENT CHURCH FOR MY MAMA WAS THE QUEEN AND MOTHER OF THE CHURCH. WHEN MY MAMA’S TIME HAD COME, I , HER MOST HOLY AND BELOVED SON, CAME , KISSED HER, PUT MY FACE CLOSE TO HERS , PUT HER BETWEEN MY ARMS AND CARRIED HER TO PARADISE WHERE ALL THE ANGELS AND SAINTS WERE AWAITING THEIR QUEEN AND MOTHER. THEY REJOICED AND MADE FEAST FOR THEIR QUEEN HAD ARRIVED ALL GLORIOUS, HOLY AND BEAUTIFUL BEYOND COMPARE. NO ONE CAN EQUAL HER. NO ONE CAN REACH HER HEIGHT. MY MAMA AND I ARE KING AND QUEEN, SON AND MOTHER, TWINS, BORN OF THE SAME BIRTH. I TOOK MY MAMA BACK DOWN TO EARTH AND COMMANDED HER STAINLESS, HOLY AND DIVINE WILL BODY TO ARISE. I TOOK HER TO HEAVEN WHERE MY FATHER, I, HER SON AND THE HOLY SPIRIT CROWNED HER, MOTHER AND QUEEN OF THE DIVINE WILL, WHICH IS HER GREATEST TITLE AND SHE REIGNS, REJOICES, LOVES AND POURS FORTH HER JOYS, LOVE AND HAPPINESS ON ALL THE BLESSED. AND I LOVE HER FOR SHE IS MY MAMA AND SHE LOVES ME BECAUSE I AM HER GOD-SON. SHE IS DAUGHTER OF THE FATHER, MOTHER OF THE SON AND SPOUSE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT AND THE MOTHER OF ALL THE BLESSED. NO ONE ENTERS INTO HEAVEN IF NOT THROUGH HER MEANS AND IN VIRTUE OF HER MATERNITY AND OF HER SORROWS. MY MAMA HOLDS THE RIGHT TO IMPETRATE THE KINGDOM OF THE DIVINE WILL BECAUSE SHE POSSESSED THE DIVINE WILL ON EARTH AND SHE POSSESSES THE DIVINE WILL IN HEAVEN, HENCE, AS POSSESSOR, SHE CAN GIVE THAT WHICH IS HERS, SO MUCH SO, THAT THIS KINGDOM WILL BE CALLED THE KINGDOM OF THE CELESTIAL EMPRESS FOR SHE, AS QUEEN IN THE MIDST OF HER CHILDREN ON EARTH, WILL PUT AT THEIR DISPOSITION HER SEAS OF GRACES, OF SANCTITY, OF POWER; SHE WILL PUT TO FLIGHT ALL ENEMIES; SHE WILL RAISE THEM IN HER WOMB, SHE WILL HIDE THEM IN HER LIGHT, COVERING THEM WITH HER LOVE, FEEDING THEM WITH HER OWN HANDS WITH THE FOOD OF THE DIVINE WILL. WHAT WON’T THIS MOTHER AND QUEEN DO IN THE MIDST OF THIS, HER KINGDOM, AS HER CHILDREN AND AS HER PEOPLE. SHE WILL GIVE UNHEARD OF GRACES, SURPRISES NEVER SEEN, MIRACLES THAT WILL SHAKE HEAVEN AND EARTH AND WE WILL GIVE HER THE WHOLE FIELD FREE BECAUSE SHE WILL FORM FOR US THE KINGDOM OF OUR WILL UPON THE EARTH; SHE WILL BE THE GUIDE, THE TRUE MODEL, THE KINGDOM OF THE SOVEREIGN, CELESTIAL QUEEN WILL BE PURE. WHEN I CREATED MAN HE WAS NOT ILL, BUT HEALTHY AND HOLY; THEREFORE, HE COULD VERY WELL LIVE IN THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL. BUT AS HE WITHDREW FROM THE SUPREME VOLITION, HE FELL ILL AND I CAME UPON EARTH AS THE CELESTIAL DOCTOR TO SEE WHETHER HE WOULD ACCEPT THE REMEDIES, THE MEDICINES FOR HIS ILLNESS; AND AFTER THIS, THEN WOULD I GIVE HIM THE SURPRISE OF MANIFESTING THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL, WHICH I KEPT IN MY HUMANITY, PREPARED FOR HIM. THOSE WHO THINK THAT OUR HIGHEST GOODNESS AND INFINITE WISDOM WOULD HAVE LEFT MAN WITH ONLY THE GOODS OF REDEMPTION WITHOUT RAISING HIM AGAIN TO THE ORIGINAL STATE IN WHICH HE WAS CREATED BY US, DECEIVE THEMSELVES. IN THAT CASE, OUR CREATION WOULD HAVE REMAINED WITHOUT IT’S PURPOSE AND THEREFORE, WITHOUT IT’S FULL EFFECT, WHICH CANNOT BE IN THE WORKS OF A GOD. NOW, HAD I WANTED TO MANIFEST THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL, EITHER WHEN I CAME UPON EARTH OR BEFORE THE GOODS OF REDEMPTION WOULD BE RECOGNIZED AND, FOR THE MOST PART, POSSESSED BY CREATURES, MY GREATEST SAINTS WOULD HAVE BEEN FRIGHTENED; ALL WOULD HAVE THOUGHT AND SAID: “ADAM, INNOCENT AND HOLY, WAS UNABLE TO LIVE NOR TO PERSEVERE IN THIS KINGDOM OF ENDLESS LIGHT AND OF DIVINE SANCTITY - HOW CAN WE DO IT”? SEE, THEN, THE NECESSITY FOR ME NOT TO GIVE THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL AND NOT TO MAKE IT KNOWN WHEN I CAME UPON EARTH? HOWEVER, THE DECISION OF GIVING THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL, I HAVE NOT CHANGED; MAN CHANGES, GOD DOES NOT CHANGE. NOW THINGS ARE EASIER BECAUSE THE GOODS OF REDEMPTION HAVE MADE THEIR WAY; THEY HAVE MADE KNOWN MANY SURPRISES OF MY LOVE FOR MAN - HOW I HAVE LOVED HIM, NOT BY THE FIAT ALONE BUT BY GIVING HIM MY VERY LIFE, THOUGH MY FIAT COSTS ME MORE THAN MY VERY HUMANITY BECAUSE THE FIAT IS DIVINE, IMMENSE, ETERNAL, WHILE MY HUMANITY IS HUMAN, LIMITED AND HAS IT’S BEGINNING IN TIME. THE TEACHINGS I GIVE YOU, LUISA, ABOUT THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL, WILL BE LIKE MANY ELECTRIC WIRES WHICH WILL CAST AWAY THE NIGHT OF THE HUMAN WILL, THE DARKNESS OF PASSIONS. WHEN THE SOUL DOES NOT LET HERSELF BE DOMINATED BY MY WILL, SHE LOSES THE ONE STRENGTH IN ALL OF HER ACTIONS; THEREFORE, ALL HER ACTS, NOT COMING OUT OF THE SAME STRENGTH, REMAIN DIVIDED AMONG THEMSELVES - LOVE IS DIVIDED, THE ACTION SEPARATED, THE PRAYER DISJOINTED. BEING DIVIDED, ALL THE ACTS OF THE CREATURE ARE POOR, MEAGER, WITHOUT LIGHT AND SO PATIENCE IS POOR, CHARITY IS WEAK, OBEDIENCE IS CRIPPLED, HUMILITY IS BLIND, PRAYER IS MUTE, SACRIFICE IS WITHOUT LIFE, WITHOUT VIGOR BECAUSE SINCE MY WILL IS MISSING, THE ONE STRENGTH IS MISSING. THIS HAPPENED TO ADAM. BY WITHDRAWING FROM THE SUPREME WILL, HE LOST THE ONE SINGLE STRENGTH OF HIS CREATOR AND SINCE HE WAS LEFT WITH HIS LIMITED HUMAN STRENGTH, HE FELT HARDSHIP IN HIS OPERATING. HE LOST HIS LORDSHIP, HIS DOMINION, NOR DID HE FEEL THE STRENGTH TO SHOW OFF IN GOOD ANY MORE…MY DAUGHTER, MAN WAS CREATED BY GOD WITH THREE POWERS: INTELLECT, MEMORY AND WILL; AND THIS, SO THAT HE MIGHT HAVE THE LINKS OF COMMUMICATIONS WITH THE DIVINE PERSONS OF THE SACROSANCT TRINITY. THESE WERE LIKE PATHS ALONG WHICH TO ASCEND TO GOD, LIKE DOORS THROUGH WHICH TO ENTER, LIKE ROOMS IN WHICH TO FORM THE CONTINUOUS DWELLING - THE CREATURE FOR GOD, GOD FOR THE CREATURE. THESE ARE THE ROYAL PATHS OF BOTH OF THEM, THE GOLD DOORS WHICH GOD PLACED IN THE DEPTH OF THE SOUL THROUGH WHICH THE SUPREME SOVEREIGNTY OF THE DIVINE MAJESTY MIGHT ENTER; THE SAFE AND UNSHAKEABLE ROOM IN WHICH GOD WAS TO HAVE HIS CELESTIAL DWELLING. NOW, IN ORDER TO BE ABLE TO FORM ITS KINGDOM IN THE INMOST PLACE OF THE SOUL, MY WILL WANTS TO FIND THESE THREE POWERS, GIVEN TO THE CREATURE TO RAISE HER TO THE LIKENESS OF THE CREATOR, IN ORDER WITH THE FATHER, WITH THE SON, AND WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT. MY WILL WOULD NOT GO OUT OF ITS DOMINIONS IF THESE THREE POWERS OF THE SOUL WERE IN ORDER WITH GOD AND ITS REIGNING WOULD BE HAPPY AND AS THOUGH NATURAL, BECAUSE HER THREE POWERS BEING IN ORDER WITH GOD, THE CREATURE WOULD HAVE ORDER WITHIN AND OUTSIDE OF HERSELF AND THE KINGDOM OF THE WILL OF GOD AND THAT OF THE CREATURE WOULD NOT BE A DIVIDED KINGDOM BUT A SINGLE ONE, AND THEREFORE, ITS DOMINION AND REGIME WOULD BE ONE…HOW MUCH DISORDER REIGNS IN THE THREE POWERS OF THE HUMAN SOUL? ONE CAN SAY THAT THEY HAVE SHUT THE DOOR ON OUR FACE, THEY HAVE BARRICADED THE PATHS TO PREVENT OUR PASSING AND TO BREAK THE COMMUNICATIONS WITH US, WHILE IT WAS THE GREATEST GIFT WE GAVE MAN IN CREATING HIM. THESE THREE POWERS WERE TO SERVE HIM TO COMPREHEND THE ONE WHO HAD CREATED HIM, TO GROW IN HIS LIKENESS AND, HIS WILL BEING TRANSFUSED IN THAT OF HIS CREATOR, TO GIVE HIM THE RIGHT TO LET IT REIGN. THIS IS WHY THE SUPREME VOLITION CANNOT REIGN IN THE SOUL IF THESE THREE POWERS - INTELLECT, MEMORY AND WILL DO NOT HOLD HANDS TO RETURN TO THE PURPOSE FOR WHICH GOD CREATED MAN. MAN ALONE IS OUR DISHONOR IN OUR CREATIVE WORK BECAUSE BY WITHDRAWING FROM OUR WILL, HE WALKS UPSIDE DOWN, WITH HIS HEAD DOWN ON THE EARTH AND HIS FEET UP IN THE AIR. WHAT DISORDER ! WHAT DISORDER ! IT IS DISGUSTING TO SEE HIM…SO DOING HIS OWN WILL IS THE TRUE AND PERFECT TUMBLE OF MAN AND THE DISORDER OF THE HUMAN FAMILY. THIS IS WHY I CARE SO MUCH THAT MY WILL BE KNOWN…MY DAUGHTER, ALL I HAVE TOLD YOU ABOUT MY WILL HAVE BEEN GIFTS THAT I HAVE GIVEN YOU. KNOWLEDGE IS NOT ENOUGH IF ONE DOES NOT POSSESS THE GOOD WHICH THAT VERY KNOWLEDGE CONTAINS. IF IT WERE NOT SO, THE KNOWLEDGE WOULD RENDER YOU UNHAPPY BECAUSE KNOWING A GOOD AND NOT POSSESSING IT IS ALWAYS A SORROW. MORE SO, SINCE I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO LEAVE THINGS HALF-DONE BUT ONLY FULLY COMPLETE; THEREFORE, FIRST I DISPOSE THE SOUL, I EXPAND HER CAPACITY AND THEN I GIVE THE KNOWLEDGE TOGETHER WITH THE GOOD IT CONTAINS. AND SINCE THE KNOWLEDGES ABOUT MY WILL ARE DIVINE, THIS IS WHY HER NATURE REMAINS ENDOWED WITH THE LIKENESS OF THE DIVINE NATURE AND, MORE THAN A DAUGHTER, SHE DOES NOT WAIT FOR A COMMAND BUT, WITHOUT BEING TOLD, FEELS HONORED TO DO WHAT HER FATHER WANTS…I WOULD NOT ACT AS THE GOD THAT I AM - GREAT, POWERFUL, RICH, MAGNANIMOUS - IF IN HAVING TO CONSTITUTE THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL, I DID NOT ENDOW THOSE WHO MUST LIVE IN IT WITH THE PREROGATIVES AND QUALITIES THAT MY VERY WILL POSSESSES. EVEN MORE, YOU MUST KNOW THAT JUST AS ALL THINGS HAVE COME OUT OF THAT SINGLE ACT OF GOD, SO MUST EVERYTHING RETURN TO THAT SINGLE ACT WHICH HAS NO SUCCESSION OF ACTS…MAN, BY WITHDRAWING FROM OUR WILL, LOST HIS PLACE, HE WAS LEFT OUTSIDE OUR HOME, EXPOSED TO DANGERS. EVERYONE CAN TOUCH HIM TO HARM HIM; THE VERY ELEMENTS ARE SUPERIOR TO HIM BECAUSE THEY POSSESS A SUPREME WILL, WHILE HE POSSESSESS A DEGRADED HUMAN WILL, WHICH DOES NOTHING OTHER THAN TO GIVE HIM MISERIES, WEAKNESSES AND PASSIONS…OH, IF EVERYONE KNEW WHAT IT MEANS TO SEPARATE FROM OUR WILL AND INTO WHAT AN ABYSS THEY FALL, THEY WOULD ALL TREMBLE WITH FEAR AND STRIVE TO RETURN TO THE KINGDOM OF THE ETERNAL FIAT TO RESUME THEIR PLACE ASSIGNED BY GOD! KNOWLEDGE WILL BE THE CHAIN BUT IT WILL NOT BE FORCED, THEY WILL VOLUNTARILY ALLOW THEMSELVES TO BE BOUND…AH ! MY DAUGHTER, IN NOT DOING MY WILL, IT IS A DIVINE LIFE THAT CREATURES REJECT. IT IS NOT THE SAME AS NOT PRACTICING A VIRTUE, IN WHICH THEY REJECT JEWELS, PRECIOUS STONES, ORNAMENTS, THAT IN NOT WANTING THEM, THEY CAN DO WITHOUT. INSTEAD, TO REJECT MY VOLITION IS TO REJECT THE MEANS TO LIVE, TO DESTROY THE FONT OF LIFE, IT IS THE GREATEST EVIL THAT CAN EXIST. AND THEREFORE, WHOEVER DOES THAT MUCH EVIL DOES NOT DESERVE TO LIVE; RATHER, IT MERITS DYING TO ALL GOODS…DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO POSSESS THIS KNOWLEDGE OF MY WILL? IT IS LIKE SOMEONE WHO HAS MONEY AND, IN VIRTUE OF IT, CAN INCREASE IT AS MUCH AS HE WANTS. AND POSSESSING A GOOD THAT INCREASES, THERE IS NO LONGER POVERTY. SO, THIS KNOWLEDGE POSSESSES LIGHT, SANCTITY, BEAUTY AND WEALTH THAT ALWAYS INCREASES. THEREFORE, WHOEVER POSSESSES IT WILL HAVE THE FONT OF THE LIGHT AND OF SANCTITY. SO, FOR THIS SOUL, DARKNESS, WEAKNESS, THE UGLINESS OF SIN, POVERTY OF DIVINE GOODS WILL NO LONGER EXIST. ALL EVIL WILL CEASE AND IT WILL POSSESS THE FONT OF SANCTITY…THOSE WHO POSSESS MY WILL, WILL NOT HAVE ANY NEED OF MIRACLES BECAUSE IT WILL CONSERVE THEM ALWAYS HEALTHY, HOLY AND BEAUTIFUL, WORTHY OF THAT BEAUTY THAT CAME FROM OUR CREATIVE HANDS IN THE CREATION OF THE CREATURE. THE KINGDOM OF THE DIVINE FIAT WILL BRING ABOUT THE GREATEST MIRACLE OF DISPERSING ALL EVILS, MISERIES AND FEARS BECAUSE IT WILL NOT BRING ABOUT A MIRACLE OF TIME AND CIRCUMSTANCES BUT IT WILL KEEP THE CHILDREN OF IT’S KINGDOM WITH AN ACT OF A CONTINUOUS MIRACLE IN ORDER TO PRESERVE THEM FROM ALL EVIL AND TO DISTINGUISH THEM AS CHILDREN OF ITS KINGDOM. THIS WILL BE IN THE SOULS, BUT EVEN IN THE BODY THERE WILL BE SOME MODIFICATIONS. SIN IS ALWAYS THE NOURISHMENT OF ALL EVIL AND HAVING TAKEN AWAY SIN, NOURISHMENT FOR EVIL WILL BE LACKING. MORE SO, MY WILL AND SIN CANNOT CO-EXIST; THEREFORE, EVEN HUMAN NATURE WILL HAVE ITS BENEFICENT EFFECTS…THEREFORE, A CREATURE WHO ALLOWS MY WILL TO DOMINATE AND GIVES IT FREEDOM TO FORM IT’S LIFE, IS THE GREATEST PRODIGY; IT CAN MOVE HEAVEN AND EARTH, EVEN GOD, HIMSELF AS IF IT DID NOTHING WHILE DOING EVERYTHING. ONLY THIS CREATURE CAN GIVE RISE TO THAT WHICH IS MOST IMPORTANT, TO BE ABLE TO DESTROY ALL OBSTACLES, TO CONFRONT EVERYTHING BECAUSE A DIVINE WILL REIGNS IN IT…MY DAUGHTER, WHOEVER LIVES IN MY DIVINE WILL, BREATHES THE ALL; AND SINCE BREATHING ENTAILS INHALING AND EXHALING WITHOUT INTERRUPTION, THEREFORE IT IS RECEIVED IN ORDER FOR IT TO BE GIVEN. SO, WHOEVER BREATHES THE ALL-WHICH IS GOD, IN EXHALING, GIVES THE ALL TO GOD, GIVING GOD TO GOD, GIVES THE ALL TO CREATURES AND THEN BREATHES GOD AGAIN AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD WORKS. IT IS CO-NATURAL THAT FOR WHOEVER TAKES EVERYTHING CAN GIVE EVERYTHING. ONLY IN MY DIVINE WILL, THE LIFE OF THE SUPREME BEING IS CONTINUALLY BILOCATED IN CREATURES…MY DAUGHTER, THIS IS THE TRUE IMAGE OF THE LIVING IN MY ETERNAL WILL: THE SOUL COPIES THE DIVINE WILL IN ITSELF AND THE SUPREME WILL COPIES THE SOUL, IN SUCH A WAY THAT YOUR CREATOR HAS THE COPY OF YOUR IMAGE IMPRESSED IN HIS BOSOM AND IT IS SO DEAR TO HIM BECAUSE HE SEES THE SOUL THE WAY IT CAME FORTH IN THE BEGINNING. THE SOUL HAS LOST NOTHING OF ITS FRESHNESS AND BEAUTY, HIS PATERNAL FEATURES ARE IMPRESSED IN THIS COPY. THIS COPY IN HIS PATERNAL BOSOM ENCHANTS ALL OF CREATION WITH ALL OF HIS WORKS AND CONTINUALLY WHISPERS TO HIM: “YOU HAVE MADE EVERYTHING FOR ME, YOU HAVE LOVED ME SO MUCH AND YOU STILL LOVE ME AND I WANT TO CONVERT EVERYTHING IN LOVE FOR YOU”. THIS IS THE COPY OF THE SOUL IN GOD AND THE COPY OF GOD IN THE SOUL AND THE UNFOLDING OF THE DIVINE LIFE IN CREATURES. HOW BEAUTIFUL IS THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL: NOTHINGNESS DISPERSED IN THE ALL, THE ALL FUSED WITH THE NOTHINGNESS, THE LOWLINESS OF THE CREATURES THAT IS ELEVATED TO DIVINE HEIGHTS, THE DIVINE HIGHNESS DESCENDS INTO THE DEPTHS OF THE CREATURES. GOD AND THE CREATURE BECOME TWO BEINGS SO BOUND TOGETHER, INSEPARABLE, TRANSFUSED, COMBINED, THAT IT IS DIFFICULT TO DISTINGUISH THAT THEY ARE TWO LIVES THAT BEAT TOGETHER. ALL OF THE MAGNIFICENCE, SANCTITY, LOFTINESS AND THE PRODIGIES OF THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL ARE THESE: THE FAITHFUL COPY OF THE SOUL IN GOD AND THE INTEGRAL AND BEAUTIFUL COPY OF GOD IN THE SOUL. THEREFORE, THE CHILDREN OF THE KINGDOM OF THE DIVINE FIAT WILL BE AS SO MANY IMAGES OF LITTLE GODS IN MY KINGDOM…AND SINCE THE KINGDOM OF THE SUPREME FIAT WILL BE THE PERFECT ECHO OF THE REIGN THAT MY WILL POSSESSES IN CREATION, YOU WILL THERFORE, SEE ONE SUN UP IN THE SKY AND ANOTHER SUN BELOW IN THE MIDST OF CREATURES WHO POSSESS THIS KINGDOM. YOU WILL SEE THE ECHO OF THE SKY IN THESE FORTUNATE CHILDREN WHO WITH THEIR ACTS WILL POPULATE THE SKY WITH STARS. BUT, THIS IS NOT ALL, CREATION, THE ECHO OF THE CELESTIAL FATHERLAND, CONTAINS MUSIC, ITS REGAL ARMY. THE SPHERES, THE SKY, THE SUN, THE SEA, ALL POSSESS THE ORDER AND PERFECT HARMONY AMONG THEMSELVES AND THEY GO AROUND CONTINUOUSLY. THIS ORDER, HARMONY AND THE GOING AROUND WITHOUT EVER STOPPING, CAUSES SUCH A HARMONY AND WONDERFUL MUSIC. IT COULD BE SAID THAT IT IS LIKE THE BREATH OF THE SUPREME FIAT THAT BREATHES AND BRINGS FORTH SO MANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS, WHICH ARE ALL OF THE CREATED THINGS, FORMING THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MUSIC THAT IF IT COULD BE HEARD BY CREATURES, THEY WOULD BE LEFT ECSTATIC. NOW, THE KINGDOM OF THE SUPREME FIAT WILL HAVE THE ECHO OF THE CELESTIAL FATHERLAND AND THE ECHO OF THE MUSIC OF CREATION. THE ORDER AND THE HARMONY WILL BE SUCH, THAT THE CHILDREN OF MY WILL, BY GOING AROUND THEIR CREATOR CONTINUOUSLY, THEIR EVERY ACT, WORD, AND STEP WILL BE A DISTINCT PIECE OF MUSIC AND AS SO MANY DIFFERENT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS…IT WILL NO LONGER BE ANY DIFFERENT FOR YOUR JESUS TO BE IN THE CELESTIAL FATHERLAND OR TO DESCEND AND BE IN THE MIDST OF CREATURES IN THE KINGDOM OF THE SUPREME FIAT UPON THE EARTH…THEREFORE, I TAKE SUCH DELIGHT IN WRITING THAT WHICH REGARDS THE DIVINE FIAT BECAUSE I WRITE THINGS THAT PERTAIN TO MY HOMELAND. ONLY SOMEONE WHO IS PERFIDIOUS AND UNGRATEFUL WILL NOT RECOGNIZE IN THESE MANIFESTATIONS THE ECHO OF HEAVEN, THE LONG CHAIN OF LOVE OF THE SUPREME VOLITION, THE COMMUNICATION OF THE GOODS OF OUR CELESTIAL FATHER THAT HE WANTS TO GIVE TO CREATURES…MY DAUGHTER, WHEN THE KNOWLEDGE OF MY DIVINE WILL HAS MADE ITS WAY, FORSEEING THE GREAT GOOD THAT IT CONTAINS, GOODS THAT CREATURES HAVE NOT THOUGHT ABOUT UNTIL NOW, THE KINGDOM OF MY WILL, WILL BE THE BLOSSOM OF HEAVEN, THE ECHO OF CELESTIAL HAPPINESS AND THE FULLNESS OF EARTHLY GOODS. IN VIEW OF THAT GREAT GOOD, CREATURES WILL LONG FOR AND UNANIMOUSLY ASK FOR THE COMING OF MY KINGDOM. THEREFORE, IN ALL OF CREATION, IN ITS MUTE LANGUAGE (MUTE IN APPEARANCE, BUT WITHIN IT THERE IS MY WILL THAT WITH A LOUD AND ELOQUENT VOICE ASKS FOR ITS RIGHTS, THAT IT BE KNOWN AND THAT IT DOMINATE AND REIGN OVER EVERYONE). THERE WILL BE ONLY ONE ECHO FROM ONE END OF THE WORLD TO THE OTHER, ONE THING WILL BE SIGHED FOR, ONE WILL BE THE PRAYER THAT WILL COME FORTH; THAT THE KINGDOM OF THE SUPREME FIAT COME. THEN, TRIUMPHANTLY, IT WILL COME IN THE MIDST OF CREATURES. THIS IS THE REASON FOR THE KNOWLEGES OF IT. THIS WILL INCITE AND WHET THE APPETITE OF CREATURES TO TASTE FOOD SO DELICIOUS IN ORDER TO BE LIBERATED FROM THE TYRANNY AND ENSLAVEMENT OF THEIR OWN WILL…MY DAUGHTER, THE KINGDOM OF THE DIVINE FIAT WILL HAVE AS ITS CENTER ONLY ONE WILL ,WHICH IS THE DIVINE. THEREFORE, ONE WILL BE THE WILL OF EVERYONE AND DIFFUSING ITSELF TO EVERYONE AND EMBRACING EVERYTHING, IT WILL GIVE HAPPINESS, ORDER, HARMONY, STRENGTH AND BEAUTY TO EVERYONE. SO, IT WILL BE THE REIGN OF ONLY ONE WILL: ONE WILL FOR EVERYONE AND EVERYONE FOR ONE WILL. WHAT IS IT THAT RENDERS HAPPINESS TO THE CELESTIAL FATHERLAND, IF NOT THE WILL OF GOD BEING THE WILL OF EVERYONE? OH! IF IN HEAVEN THERE COULD ENTER ANOTHER WILL THAT IS NOT GOD’S, THAT WHICH CAN NEVER BE, THE SAINTS WOULD LOSE THEIR PERENNIAL PEACE AND WOULD FEEL THE DISORDER OF A WILL THAT IS NOT DIVINE, THAT DOES NOT CONTAIN ALL GOODS AND THAT IS NOT HOLY NOR THE CARRIER OF HAPPINESS AND PEACE; THEREFORE, UNANIMOUSLY EVERYONE WOULD CAST IT OUT. SO, THE KINGDOM OF THE FIAT WILL HAVE AS LAW, REGIME AND DOMINION, THE ONE AND ONLY - MY WILL AND IN VIRTUE OF IT, EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPY WITH ONLY ONE HAPPINESS. THERE WILL NEVER BE DISPUTES BUT PERENNIAL PEACE…MY DAUGHTER, TO POSSESS A DIVINE WILL IS SOMETHING ASTONISHING AND HUMAN NATURE CANNOT COMPREHEND EVERYTHING IT FEELS AND POSSESSES AND IT DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS IT…MY DAUGHTER, AS MANY ACTS AS THE SOUL DOES IN MY WILL, SO MANY TIMES DOES SHE RISE AGAIN IN THE DIVINE LIFE; AND THE MORE ACTS SHE DOES IN IT, THE MORE THE DIVINE LIFE GROWS AND THE MORE COMPLETE BECOMES THE GLORY OF THE RESURRECTION. THEREFORE, THE FOUNDATION, SUBSTANCE, LIGHT, BEAUTY AND THE GLORY ARE FORMED BY THE ACTS DONE IN MY WILL. THE MORE CONTACT THE SOUL HAS HAD WITH MY WILL, THE MORE IT CAN GIVE, EMBELLISH AND EXPAND…IN THE SOUL WHO LIVES IN THE DIVINE FIAT, GOD PLACES ALL OF HIMSELF - HE CENTRALIZES HIS WHOLE BEING IN HER AND BILOCATING IN HER, HE FILLS THE WHOLE CREATION WITH THE ACTS THAT THE SOUL DOES IN HIS WILL IN ORDER TO RECEIVE LOVE, GLORY AND ADORATIONS FROM HER FOR EACH THING WHICH CAME OUT OF OUR CREATIVE HANDS; THEREFORE, ALL COMMUNICATIONS ARE OPEN BETWEEN THE SOUL AND GOD; THE CREATURE ENTERS THE DIVINE ORDER AND ENJOYS PERFECT HARMONY WITH THE SUPREME BEING - AND BECAUSE OF THIS, SHE IS THE TRUE TRIUMPH OF MY WILL…MY DAUGHTER, A WILL THAT DOES NOT LOVE ME FREELY, BUT BY FORCE, MEANS DISTANCE BETWEEN CREATURE AND CREATOR; IT MEANS SLAVERY AND SERVITUDE; IT MEANS DISSIMILARITY. ON THE OTHER HAND, A FREE WILL THAT DOES MINE AND LOVES ME, MEANS THAT WHAT BELONGS TO GOD BELONGS TO HER; IT MEANS LIKENESS OF SANCTITY, OF LOVE, OF MANNERS; SO MUCH SO, THAT WHATEVER ONE DOES, THE OTHER DOES AS WELL - WHATEVER ONE IS, THE OTHER IS ALSO. THIS IS WHY I CREATED MAN WITH A FREE WILL - TO RECEIVE THIS GREAT HONOR THAT BEFIT’S A GOD. I WOULD NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH A WILL THAT LOVES ME AND SACRIFICES ITSELF BY FORCE; EVEN MORE, I DO NOT EVEN RECOGNIZE IT, NOR DOES IT DESERVE ANY REWARD…AS MUCH AS I MAY GIVE TO A CREATURE, I WOULD ALWAYS GIVE HER LITTLE IN COMPARISON WITH GIVING HER THE GREAT GIFT OF MY WILL; NEW HEAVENS, MORE REFULGENT SUNS, UNHEARD - OF THINGS, SURPRISES NEVER BEFORE SEEN, CAN BE SEEN IN HER. HEAVEN AND EARTH TREMBLE AND FALL ON THEIR KNEES BEFORE A SOUL WHO POSSESSES THE GREAT GIFT OF MY WILL - AND WITH REASON, BECAUSE THEY SEE, COMING OUT FROM HER, THE VIVIFYING AND CREATIVE VIRTUE AND STRENGTH WHICH PRESERVES THEM IN THE NEW LIFE CREATED BY GOD…MY DAUGHTER, UNTIL THE CREATURE COMES TO LETTING MY DIVINE WILL REIGN WITHIN HER, SHE WILL ALWAYS BE UNHAPPY, ALWAYS RESTLESS, BECAUSE AS GOOD, HOLY, LEARNED AND RICH AS SHE MAY BE, SHE WILL FEEL WITHIN HERSELF THAT SHE LACKS THE FULLNESS OF HAPPINESS AND THE SEA OF PEACE…THIS IS THE REASON FOR ALL MY CARES THAT MY WILL BE KNOWN AND FORM IT’S KINGDOM IN THE MIDST OF CREATURES - BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE MY CHILDREN HAPPY AND OF THAT HAPPINESS WITH WHICH I ISSUED THEM IN CREATING THEM AS THEY WERE DELIVERED FROM THE WOMB OF THEIR CREATOR, WHO POSSESSES ALL POSSIBLE AND IMAGINABLE HAPPINESS - WHAT IS THIS DIVINE WILL?
AND JESUS ADDED: “MY DAUGHTER, DIVINE WILL MEANS GIVING GOD TO GOD, DIVINE OUTPOURING AND TRANSFORMATION OF THE HUMAN NATURE INTO DIVINE, COMMUNICATION OF CREATIVE VIRTUE, EMBRACING THE INFINITE, RISING INTO THE INTERNAL ONE AND TAKING ETERNITY AS THOUGH IN ONE’S POWER, TO SAY TO GOD”- “I HAVE LOVED YOU FROM ETERNITY. YOUR WILL HAS NO BEGINNING - IT IS ETERNAL LIKE YOU; AND I, IN IT, HAVE LOVED YOU WITH A LOVE WITHOUT BEGINNING AND WITHOUT END”. “WHAT IS MY WILL ? IT IS EVERYTHING”. (6) FIAT! FIAT! FIAT!
SIGNED,
I AM, WHO AM, LOVE
(1) LET IT BE DONE.
(2) THY WILL BE DONE ON EARTH
AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.
(3) NOUN. AN ACT OF MAKING A
CHOICE. THE ITALIAN WORD
INDICATES THE “WILL IN ACT”
WHEN SPEAKING ABOUT “WILL OF
GOD” AND “VOLITION OF GOD”,
THERE IS NO DISTINCTION.
(4) LET IT BE DONE TO ME AS YOU SAY.
(5) LOOK AT THE MAN.
(6) AN ADAPTATION FROM THE WRITINGS OF
LUISA PICCARRETA, SERVANT OF GOD,
(1865 - 1947)
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